PSYCHO IN THE PAST

CHAPTER 47 : FOX

FOX POV

     I woke up in a room. It's cold so I warm it up. But they hit cold things on me.

     I'm angry. I cried. But they still hit me with cold things.

     Then someone covered my eyes. It was cold but it was also warm. Is this mommy?

     I got drowsy. But the warm feeling vanished. And then something throws me. And then I hit my back. I can't see. They are still covering me.

     Then I was put on a cold metal thing. I could melt this but it feels warm but cold. I'm not cold anymore.

     Sometimes, a light enters then it vanishes too. Then I hear lots of voices but I can't hear my mom. Where is mom?

     Light enters again and I saw a face but they closed it again. Where is mom?

     They feed me food. It's tasty.

     Maybe if I were a good boy, they would feed me again. And mom will show up. Right. Let's just sleep.

     Then I feel like I was being carried somewhere and then lots of bouncing with strange horse noise. They are also talking. I am sleepy.

     Then they remove the cover. It was so hot. I don't like it. I want it cold. No! I cried and the room became hotter. Oh no. I don't want it hot.

     I hear screams. Why are they screaming? Then I cried, because I heard sad screams. And the room became hotter. Oh no.

     Then something cold touched me. It's wet. My fur is wet. But it's cold. Who has that? I walked and saw lots of people. And then I saw mom. But she looks mad. Why is mom mad? I'm sad. And the room became hotter. Oh no.

     Mom is walking towards me. Yay!

     But why did she throw me? My body hurts.

     She's approaching. Maybe she'll say sorry.

     Why did she toss me again? She's holding me so tight. It hurts.

     Did I do something wrong?

     Someone screamed from the back. Mommy glanced at them. Then she slowly let go of me.

     Someone caught mommy. He looks decent. Maybe mommy is taking a rest. I'll join too.

     I like her fur color. I want that too.

     Oh I'm sleepy after changing my fur.

     It feels warm. Yes. This is mommy.

     But why did she throw me again?

     Did I do something wrong?

     Why is she looking at me with angry eyes. Did I do something wrong?

     Someone came. A big man.

     Then someone cool came. He has blue hair. I looks cold. I like it.

     Mommy calmed down.

     Let me rest near mommy. Yes. I'll sit at this other lady's lap. She looks kind.

     Why are we going somewhere? What about mommy? I feel sad.

     " My lady is just angry that you hurt people. But it's okay. We will be okay and then my lady will like you again. It hurts though. Your fire is too strong. You should never hurt my lady. "

     What is this lady talking about? I hurt people? What is people?

     I saw her skin. It looks terrible. And it looks like it hurts. Did I do this?

     I can heal her.

     I healed her. Mommy will be proud.

     I sense someone hurt. Let me check.

     I healed them. Mommy will be proud.

     I healed a lot. Mommy will be proud.

     Why did he stopped me? I was not done healing those two 'people' yet.

     I saw mommy. Warm. I'm sleepy.

     Is that man the cold man? He looks good. But I'm sleepy. Let me heal mommy.

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     I was taught a lot of things. Lena was kind. May was fierce but also kind. Mommy was kind but scary.

     Lena said to never heal someone or else I might hurt mommy. I don't want to hurt mommy. I'll never heal someone again.

     May looks scared. But she feeds me lot of tasty foods. May is the best.

     The cold guy always meet mommy. Is he my daddy?

     I saw someone spying on mommy. I was about to burn him but mommy called him Hui and they look like friends. I don't wanna burn him anymore.

     I saw the decent guy, he looks mad. But he is daddy's friend. I can't burn him.

     Daddy looks cool. He also takes care of mommy. But Lena takes care of mommy best. Lena is the best.

     I sense someone flying. I wanna go to the garden. Mommy followed.

     What is this gem? What is this gem? Oh there are lots of them. But why is someone like mommy looking outside the metal fence? Lena told me not to go outside the fence.

     That's not mommy though. She has cold eyes. Mommy has hot eyes. But she looks like mommy?

     I don't like her stare. She looks scary. Mommy is scary too but she is kind. Where is mommy?

     She is here again. Why is she there. And why does she look like mommy?

     I don't like her. Why is she staring at me like that? Can't she just go?

     Lena said not to follow anyone else than mommy. Hmph. Where is mommy. I'll go to mommy not that scary creepy lady.