FOR KIMCHAY [Oneshot collection]

Wait for you

Porchay decided to leave and study abroad when Kim reaches out to talk.

"So, I'm the only one who doesn't know?"

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"Why didn't you tell me?" Porsche worriedly asked as he shortened the distance between him and Porchay who was sitting on the other end of the couch. 

"You were not really present during that time, Hia." Porchay answered- almost a whisper. His fingers were fidgeting on the loose thread from the sweater he's wearing. Nervous and anxious as he tells Porsche everything that happened between him and Kim. 

He narrates everything; from the moment he met Kim at that open house in uni, when he asked Kim to be his guitar tutor, when Kim started tutoring him in his studio and even in their own house, when Kim made him feel hundreds of butterflies in different shapes and colors inside his tummy, and even when Kim broke him. 

Porchay told Porsche the song he made for him that Kim re-written with words of pleas and apologies that was sent to him using a burner account. He told Porsche how Kim was there when he was kidnapped. The day he found out about Kim's true intention and how the older left him alone crying on the pavement. 

But most importantly; Porchay tells Porsche how Kim made him feel loved despite all the shits he's done. He told Porsche how much he loved and still loves Kim. 

Everything. 

Porchay bares himself in front of his older brother and Porsche can only pull his brother closer to him, crying as to why he left his brother to suffer alone. 

"What do you want me to do, Chay?" Porsche asked. He wipes the tears running down his baby brother's eyes that have been freely rolling down the moment his brother started talking. "I will do whatever you want, Chay."

Porchay only shook his head, because if he's being honest; he, himself, doesn't know what he wanted to do. 

"Do you want Hia to punch him to the pulp? Shoot him? I will castrate that shit if I have to!" Porsche's last sentence made Porchay laugh a bit- at least he laughed despite relieving all the pain he went through. "Just tell me, Chay. I will do anything you say. Anything you want."

"I don't want you to do anything to Kim, Hia."

"He hurt you, Chay! Manipulated you and used your feelings for him to his advantage! That fucker!" 

"I know." Chay breathes. "But I still love him."

Porsche frustratedly palms his face. Frustrated with how he wanted to get even to Kim, get revenge, and make him pay for putting Porchay to hell and hurting him- but he can't, because Porchay himself doesn't want to. 

"Chay." Porsche sighed. "If you want to leave the compound, just tell me." He smiled, an encouraging one. "We can install a tight security around our old house if you want to go back there." 

Porchay looked at his brother, smiled back, and was actually considering the offer. 

"If you want, you can study outside the country too, if that would make you move-on and forget Kim." Another offer from Porsche that catches Porchay's attention. 

Would Porchay want to? 

Would that help? 

He wanted to. 

Porchay wanted to leave.

He wanted to stay away from this place as much as he can, or at least until he's healed. And he thought that Porsche's offer would be the best option- not just for him but for Kim too.