FOR KIMCHAY [Oneshot collection]

This is our happy ending 💞

What if when Porchay asked Kim if he ever loved him, Kim said yes? What if Kim said yes!?!? 😭😭😭

• yes, i'm rewriting their story the way i wanted it to be.

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𝐑𝐞𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐏𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐲'𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲

In where Kim answered Porchay's "Have you ever loved me?" question, with "Yes, I love you."

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"P'Kim..." Porchay's gripped at the end of Kim's sleeve. "Have you ever loved me?" he asked as his voice shook at the same time he sniffed. His tears racing down his cheeks as if by the end of his chin was the finish line they needed to reach.

Kim felt his body stiffen; he could feel his throat tightening and his chest pounding. I love you—he wanted to scream. I love you so much, Porchay.

But Kim couldn't. He couldn't even move his feet; he felt like they were nailed down on the cemented floor. His body froze as if time stopped for him.

But I can't love you—Kim curses himself. He couldn't bring himself to turn his body back at Porchay and tell him he loves him and that he loves Porchay so much. For Kim, leaving Porchay alone was the best idea he could think of. If it's the only way to save Porchay from further danger caused by his family and this damn surname, then Kim would.

"P-phi..." Kim gulped upon hearing Porchay's already trembling voice break.

All he ever wanted was for Porchay to be safe. He's willing to sacrifice anything and everything if it means guaranteeing Porchay's safety, but can he please be selfish for once?

Kim desires to be selfish for once. Just this one time. He wanted to think for himself, and that includes facing Porchay back and telling the younger one how much he loves him.

Kim did.

Kim turned his back around to face Porchay, his heels feeling heavy as well as his body. Once he's facing Porchay, Kim just wants to pull him in his arm and wipe those tears away from Porchay's face.

"Have you ever loved me, P'Kim?" Porchay once again asked, his voice drowning in hope.

Kim took a deep breath before answering, "Yes." He exhales. "I love you," he added shortly after.

Kim could see how Porchay's tensed shoulder slumped down, relaxing. He saw how Porchay let out a heavy sigh of relief, as if he'd been holding on to his breath for a long time already. Kim witnessed how Porchay let out a small smile before sobbing.

"T-then why?" Porchay chokes on his own sobs. "Why are you trying to leave me?"

Kim strides close to Porchay, all his second thoughts that were holding him down on screaming how much he loves Porchay now thrown down on the gutter, forgotten and disregarded. His warm hands found Porchay's cheeks, thumb wiping away those tears that were straining his Angel's face. "Chay... You now know who I am, what I can do, and what my family is capable of. I don't want to pull you into this hell, baby."

Porchay shook his head. "What if I want to? If it means being with you, what if I'm willing to jump off this hell with you?" He cried, his head leaning and nuzzling on Kim's hand.