HEYYY EVERYONE!!!!
This book is about rivalry lovers.
This is my first time writing something like this so I hope u excuse all my mistakes and errors
WARNING!!!!
This book does contain ABUSE , SEXUAL ASSULT and other disturbing and painful fact...
I walked down the hall and down the stairs striaght into the kitchen, where i opened the fridge and grabbed a soda. I then checked the cabinets and took some crackers and went to sit on the kitchen island. Most of our house is covered with hudge windows and from our kitchen you can basically see the whole veiw of our garden, that is when i galnced outside and notice a dark shadow and some movenents outside. It was dark so i couldn't really make out what it was and me being tired wasn't helping at all.
As i kept on staring at the mysterious shadow i then came to relaize that they had the same features as a person, it then came to me that it was alex after i a cigarette it his hands. Knowing damm well that my parent's doesn't allow that.However as long as he wasn't near me i didn't care what he did, i took my time and ate my crackers, that's when i saw alex right beside me. And i swear to god i almost shit myslef. Wasn't he just outside 2 seconds ago?. I jumped in fear, but was still sitting trying my best to ignore his presence.
He slowly came right next to me closer and closer that's when he took the glass bowl of crackers and flinged them on the floor making me flinch even harder. My body was in complete shock as he just broke the silence in between us. "Aww is she so scared huh daddy's little fucking baby" leave me alone alex i didn't interfere with you or your personal space. "Oh shut up you little whore". I just remained silent as i didn't have the energy to deal with him. "What are you even doing up this fucking late?" None of your business i said as i was about to get up and leave when he grabbed my wrist "you better not fucking snitch on me you bitch, because that wouldn't end very well for you". I tried to just walked of when the slammed me into the cupboards and said " Do u hear me" y-yes, i said as i panicked. "Good girl" i hated him and his stupid names for me. He then loosened his grip on me and i just walked away back to my room. I entered and walked over to my desk and checked my phone. "New follow request from @mr.Bear_spamz. Mr.bear? I didn't really care about it but i don't really get follow request from ppl very so often. So i accepted it and followed it back. I figured it's okay since i don't have friends and my account has no information about me.
Which also made me remember mr.bear i haven't even seen him in days since my life and my room had been a complete mess with things just everywhere. I felt as though there was a deep whole in my heart that was just slowing fixing. I went to my desk and took out my dairy from my drawer and opened it, realizing that i hadn't even writin in it in days.
Dear diary, Today was the school renion the day that I've been looking forward to for along time. But now that it is over i don't really no how to feel about it, it was good to say the least but for some reason I'm overthinking everything. The thing that i wanted the most to happen actually did, i saw ace and he actually talked to me. I still can't wrap my head around all that happened tonight ,But things aren't really the same anymore, i know it's been years but i didn't know what to expect but it definitely wasn't that. I mean I'm happy to know that he is doing good but now i don't know how i feel. Over tonight will always be one of the nights that i will look back to no matter what happens. As always... ~luv ariah~
With all that i just closed my dairy and walked to my bed, when i checked the time it was almost 2 in the morning and i hadn't even slept yet. I can't even remember the last time i was up this late "or shall i say early". I looked across the room onto the chair that was sitting right across from me and spotted something a little too familiar stareing at me. Mr.teddy. oh my baby how dare i leave u there in all the mess of my room. As much as i wanted to go and get him my body had practically given up on me and within seconds i fell asleep.
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As i woke up to the horrible state of my room, i felt very displaced as everything was everywhere from the floors, to the chairs and even on my dresser. Since when did i become so messy? I asked myself but failed to answer. I can't stand living like I'm an animal in here so without hesitation i got up made my bed and paced around the room in order to pick up all of my clothes and other misplaced items. I tried my best to clean all the bits and pieaces and when it satisfied me i took my dirty clothes to the laundry basket in my bathroom. It wasn't too much so i could just do them later down in the week. And yes i do gave maids mrs.laren and another women who worked for my parents however I'd rather do all of my chores myself rather than give it to them mrs.laren practically lived at our house, she does all the cleaning around our house while my parents are away and occasionally would cook whenever it was necessary. while our other maid only comes in once a month to assist on the big jobs since mrs.laren is getting older and couldn't really manage certian tasks anymore.
I finished cleaning my room , wiped down my desk and picked up mr.bear while laying him on my bed. I then walked over to my bathroom and turned on the shower which i then did and everything shower which was much needed. After i changed into an navy blue kinda grayish looking tank and some biker shorts that I've had for probaly my whole life.
[ THE OUTFIT ]
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After i was set for the day i roamed down the hall and down the stairs to the kitch to get something to fill me for the day. As i was on my way there i discovered from mrs.laren that neither of my parent's were home, and she was in charge of watching over me because they left on a business trip last night after i left for the reunion. Uhh any idead when they will be back? "No ma'am that was all i was told" okay thank u; And i continued to go the kitchen where breakfast was already prepared thanks to mrs.laren. honeslty it took some getting used to because the only time where i get a proper breakfast is when my parent's are gone. My mom always told mrs.laren not to do much and not to cook but she never really did it either. It's not that she was a bad mom she was just busy all the time with my dad and work that she forgot about me. But it was okay since i was used to being on my own.
The only problem was being alone with alex in this house was the only thing that bothered me. So i will try my best to avoid him at all cost, not that i don't already but practically never leaving my room until my parent's are back in the house.
I had breakfast and later returned to my room where i was surprised with a text from an anonymous number, it was kinda scary since the only people who had my number were my parents and my driver.
Anonymous number:"heyyy girllll"
Me:hi?
Anonymous number: it's me cassy!!
Me:ohhh heyy!!
Anonymouse number:lol what did u think i was a stalker or smth?
Me: maybe lol.
Anonymous number: okay ttyl gtg.
Me:okayy....
Okay that was relief i had honeslty forgotten all about last night because i have a brain of a literal goldfish. I then shut off my phone and sat at my table opened my laptop and prepared for my classes and as much as i was dreading this right now i needed to, in the mean time while i wait i just went through some notes since we have the end of term exams and i really deepened on it because that will determine if i can get into all the practical stuff which i was so excited for.
