Nicks POV
It's always me who's being hit or shouted at or getting the insults. Matt and Chris hate me the whole house hates me. I literally haven't done anything but exist. "NICK COME DOWNSTAIRS RIGHT NOW." I head dad shout,I walked downstairs and I was immediately hit. "HOW DARE YOU TELL CHRIS HES WORTHLESS HES IN TEARS" he shouted.
"I-I didn't do anything! I've been in my room all day!" I argued back but all I got was a punch to the face. "GO TO YOUR ROOM" he shouted,I went to my room and locked the door. I didn't even do anything. I've been stuck in my room all day I don't feel safe in this house anymore.
I curled up into my bed and started crying silently. There was a sting on my face and it hurt. "Sweetie?" I heard Justin come in "what" I said wiping my eyes "Talk to me what's up?" He asked,I didn't want to see anyone I just wanted to break down and cry until I had to tears left.
"Nothing I'm fine" I said getting up and going to my desk,I had a test at school tomorrow so I guess I should study or I'm gonna get beaten. "Alright" he said walking out as I heard a sigh from him,I didn't want to loose Justin he's the only who's actually cared but I keep pushing him away and I actually feel so bad.
"So how's your face" Chris came in and laughed "Can you fucking stop?" I said as he had a sad smile then ran downstairs. I heard angry footsteps then I started sweating. Dad came in the room with a belt and locked the door. "D-dad p-please..." I begged "I have absolutely no FUCKING sympathy for you." He said smacking it against my back.
I let out screams and cries and begs for him to stop but he didn't. After what felt like forever he stopped and just looked at me "you asked for it" he said leaving. I was on my floor as my skin was bruised and I was just letting out painful cries,I tried to quiet them but it really didn't work.
"N-Nick...?" I heard Justin say looking at me "I-It h-hurts..." I cried out "I-I know Nicky Just breath your gonna pass out..." he told me. "I-Id r-rather pass out t-then s-stay a-awake..." I choked on my tears as a massive headache came through. "O-OW" I screamed as it started hurting more.
Mom came up and just looked at me. "M-mom...p-please" I cried "s-sweetie?" She said "I-it h-hurts..." I said crying more. A red substance dripped from my eyes and it was only then I realised I was crying blood. "SWEETIE?! You need to stop crying!" Mom said,I wiped my eyes and just burried my head in my knees.
"S-sorry I'm sorry I-I didn't mean to..." I said feeling bad that I made them worry "Sweetie...calm down get some sleep okay?" Mom said closing my light. I wasn't going to sleep. I have slept in ages I don't need to.
I turned on my desk lamp and started doing my studying as well as other pieces of homework. I'd completely neglected my school work. My whole body started stinging and I did nothing but cry,it hurt. I could still feel the belt being swung against my body.
"Nick?" Justin said opening the door "Y-yeah" I stuttered "Here I brought you some dinner...I didn't see you eat all day so..." he said walking out again. I threw the food away. I didn't deserve to eat. I laid back in bed but I kept rolling around because I couldn't get to sleep.
I stayed awake Just in pain and before I knew it my alarm went off,I got up and got ready wincing at the fabric of my clothes touching the bruises. I went to wake up Matt and Chris but dad grabbed my arm tightly "their not going." He said throwing me out the house.
I walked into school and I was immediately pulled into the bathroom. I was pinned up against the wall as I was facing joe. "Stupid freak" he said throwing me to the floor as he started kicking and punching me. "God your so weak like actually" he said as he brought his friends in.
"Liam your gay you can deal with him" Joe said as Liam had a massive smirk on his face,I was terrified. Joe and his friends left as Liam pushed me into a stall and locked the door.
