𝐻𝒾𝓈 𝒹𝒽𝒶𝒹𝓀𝒶𝓃

~save her~

Hello pyare logoo! I am so happy too see many more readers coming and reading my story ah it makes me a little emotional but thats alright!!

English is not my first language so ignore the grammatical mistakes please.

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I ran to the temple which i noticed on my way here it was a small temple and there was no one there it was late evening and visiters were in different waiting rooms.

I sat there with my legs crossed and joined my both hands together.. No words were forming.. I just sat there blank not knowing how to pray or how to start because i never did... I realised this already that only she has the power to make me do the things which no one dared to do so.

I took a deep breath and cleared my throat.. I started

"Avni ke kanha ji please use bacha lo.. mere dil ki dhadkan h vo... uske bina mai kuch nahi.. aapme yakeen karvane vali bhi vo.. or ab yha tak lane vali bhi vo... saza mujhe dedo use nahi... Usne kabhi kisi ka bura nahi chaha.. Hmesha kehti thi ki mere kanha pr vishwas h mujhe.. Us vishwas k zariye ko bacha lo... Meri avni lauta do... Use bacha lo.. Meri zindgi ki door bhi ab apke hatho m hai.. Jesa vo or ap chahe vesa kren par use bachalo.. "

I said this and closed my eyes as one drop of tear rolled down my cheeks.. "These traitors.. "

The first time i am crying for a girl.. The very first time these traitors betrayed me.. All because of her.. For her.. She is the only one who has this control on me... Shayad hi koi or hoga jo mujhe aise control krega jese vo krti h.. Shyd hi koi hoga dobara jo meri.. Dhadkan bnega.. If not her than no one..

I sat there for some more minutes when i felt a tap on my shoulders i looked up to see ayra.. Her brows shot up and her mouth went wide. Words got stuck in her throat after seeing me.
"W-What.. A-Are you.. A-Are with a-avni ma'am" She stuttered looking at me.

I got up and dusted my pants and asked her " Yes why what happened? Is she alright? The surgery went successful right.? " I asked her ignoring her reaction. She was important right now i can deal with my family later.

She was standing there silently looking at me like she saw a ghost or something " Just speak already and stop acting like you are a statue dont waste my time if you dont have anything to say!! " I whisper yelled at her because there were people sleeping here. Seeing me yelling she came to her senses Maybe she got scared again and started stuttering.

"I - i yeah yeah the.. The opration is successful but.. But she will stay in ICU for 32 hours we need to supervise her and if she doesn't gain consciousness in the given time.. She might slip into coma because of too much blood loss.. And.. And even if she wakes up she will stay in hospital for a month or something because of internal injuries... "

She completed her sentence and it didnt even take time to digest her words because i knew this was coming up.. I have heard about many cases like that.. From Avni..

I rubbed my hands on my face and went toward the ICU ayra came running behind me she was struggling to match my steps.. Short height girl.. She was too... Always struggling to match my steps i had to slow down because of her..

Everything is reminding me of her.. Every single thing i felt a pang in my chest.

The exact reason i didn't wanted to have any feeling because they make me weak.. And what arush said is itself so stressing i dont even know what to do anymore..

I sighed and came out of her thoughts and started to walk away but my movements were stopped when i felt someone's tug at my shirt.

I looked behind me to see ayra looking at me with tears..
"Why do you always avoid me bhai... What did i ever do to you.. I get it you are buzy with your business.. I get it dad pushed you into this mess at an early age... But what is my fault here... Why.. Why" Her voice broke at last and she started crying...The pain came back to my heart seeing my own sister crying because of me..every realisation came running to me and My hands automatically went behind her and i pulled her in for a hug whispering sorry to her... My own tears came to my eyes but i blinked them away..... They were my family.. How can i do that to her.. To my little brother...

Avni always said that i should spend time with my family too and that i am ayra's brother she needs me too.. But i always ignored this topic.. Saying i dont have a heart for anyone i am heartless but she always shrugged saying " You just dont know yash.. You have a beautiful heart beneath the several masks on it.. A heart of gold... You just hide your heart and say you are heartless but i know and i will unleash every mask of yours and bring this gold heart out" She said this tapping my left side of chest.

I forgot i had siblings to handle.. I ignored their pain in front of my own.. How bad i was.. I am realising it now..only if i was a little more approachable..only if i was less rude to themm only if i didnt ignore them..my sister is looking so helplessly at me and it hurts me to see her like that... And another memory crossed my mind when she said "jab sath nahi rhungi na dur chli jaungi tab yad ayengi meri baate tumhe abhi to krlo avoid jab samjha rhi jis din nahi rhungi samjhane ke liye us din pta chal jaega family kitni matter krti kyuki aakhir m sath vahi denge"

Ayra touched my face bringing me out of the thoughts and whispered " Aap itna kam kyu karte ho bhai see apki eyes ke niche dark circles hai and aapki eyes kitni red hai.. Why dont you stay with us.. I will take care of you.. " She whispered the last part being scared that i would shout at her like i always did.. I was such an ass and maybe i still am.... My own siblings are scared to talk to me. Why? Because i always yelled at them and shooed them away.... That wont happen again.. I will listen to avni.. She was always right.. I will change myself.. For her.. The one who changed my heart.

I nodded at her  " I will come when i have time dont worry " I said grabbing her small hands.. My sister grew up so much.. I was never there with her to see her growing up. To congratulate her on her wins..i wasnt there for my brother either..to go see him win his first match..i was never there..but not anymore. A smile cracked on her lips.. A smile that i never saw on her face "sacchi aaoge aap? " She asked happily i just nodded at her and she hugged me again.

After some time she pulled away and asked a question which i wasn't prepared for.."aap avni ma'am ke sath yhan kyu aaye ho... Who is she to you..? ".....

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