Goth Boy Peter~ [Peter x Fem Reader]

Chapter 33

•Continued•

I lean up against the headboard and bring my knees up a little. I hold onto a pillow for comfort. I'm a little nervous to read his texts.

'I'm so sorry, Y/N. I don't know why I did that. You didn't deserve that. And I know that doesn't mean anything. I don't have an excuse. I know what I did was wrong, and I feel horrible. I was upset because I love you, Y/N. I love you more than anything. I have since last year. I reacted that way because I was surprised and a little disappointed. I tried so hard for you to understand your worth. I wanted you to ignore Peter and not pay any attention to him. He doesn't deserve your attention. The way he treats you is wrong. I tried so hard to get you to understand that. So I was shocked when you told me you liked him. I don't understand how you can like him. I don't understand what you see in him. You deserve so much better than that. I'm not trying to control you. I just want to warn you and know your worth. You do what you want, but I want you to know I'll always be here for you. I don't want to see you get hurt. I'm not trying to get you to forgive me cause I know I don't deserve it. What I did is unforgivable. I don't want you to forgive me. But I don't want to lose you. You're my best friend. You make me happy, and I love you.' 12:36 am

>10 minutes later<

'I understand if you want to take a break for a bit.' 12:46 am

>1 1/2 hour later<

'I'm going to bed. I love you so much, Y/N.' 2:16 am

~♡Y/N's POV♡~

I start to tear up as I read his messages, and I squeeze the pillow. My heartbeat is speeding up. I didn't realize how much he cared about me. And when Sarah told me he liked me, I thought it was a small crush. I didn't think he would be in love with me. I didn't think anyone would be in love with me.. He tries so hard for me, and I barely notice it. I feel so bad. I know he said I shouldn't forgive him, but I don't hate him for what he did. I was just scared. I had never experienced anything like that before. And what scared me even more was his hand between my thighs. I didn't really mind the kiss.. It's just that there was so much going on inside my brain..

I feel really bad. I didn't mean to ignore him for so long. He's probably so worried.

'Come over.'

That's all I reply back with. I don't know what to say. It's harder to express my thoughts and feelings through text, so I'd rather him come over..

~♡TK's POV♡~

I lay in bed covered with blankets, trying not to think about Y/N. I've been thinking about everything all night, and I can't help but cry. I'm such a terrible friend. I let my own selfish desires take over. I promised myself that I'll always be there for her and never hurt her, but I broke it.. I feel my phone buzz, and I slowly reach my hand out from under the blankets and grab it. I wipe my tears and turn on my phone. My eyes widen when it's from her. Am I imagining this?? I quickly sit up and throw the blankets off of me. I read her text, and I can feel my heart skip a beat. She wants me to come over!? I run out of bed and quickly change. I wash my face before walking to her house.

~♡Y/N's POV♡~

I lied in bed as I waited for him. I don't know why, but I'm nervous.. I'm never nervous around him, but for some reason, I'm just a little scared. I don't want to lose my best friend. He's the only one who understands me and supports me.