•Continued•
🥀: I look at her when she suddenly grabs my wrist and I stop. "It's okay, Y/N. I promise I won't do anything. All I want to do is help you and make you feel better.."
🪻: He continued to talk to me in the sweetest voice, I couldn't help but melt a little. Relaxing a little too.. I'm starting to feel safe and I slowly let go of his wrist. "P-Pinky promise?"
🥀: I chuckle a little. It's so cute how she still uses pinky promises. "Pinky promise." I nod my head as I wrap my pinky around hers.
🪻: I smile softly before lying back down, letting him continue. I'm still a little nervous but I'm trying to be confident. I'm trying to believe Sarah. Letting her words replay in my head. Her telling me over and over again that Peter likes me and finds me attractive..
🥀: I'm actually kind of surprised she gave in. I'm really happy though. I continue to lift her shirt. I run my fingertips across her back and watch her shiver, which makes me smile so much. To see her react to my touch.. I squeeze a drop onto my finger. "I'm gonna start now, okay? It might hurt a little but it will help you.." I say before lightly rubbing it on one of her cuts.
🪻: My whole body gets chills when I feel him caress my back like that. Everything about this seems so.. intimate.. I appreciate him warning me before continuing. But it still surprised me. I wince in pain and grip the sheets.
🥀: I stop immediately when she winces in pain. It hurts me to see her hurting. Especially if I'm causing it. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I say frantically. I grab one of my pillows and give it to her to hold.
🪻: It makes me feel better when he apologizes. It sounds like he actually cares.. Maybe I've been way into my head.. Overthinking everything.. He might actually like me.. I take the pillow and wrap my arms around it as I bury my face into it. I relax when I smell his scent on the pillow. Which is probably weird, but I like it.
🥀: I wait a second before continuing. I try to be extra extra gentle but her body still occasionally tenses up. I always stop and let her relax again. After about twenty minutes, I finally finished. I pat her lower back, indicating that I'm done.
🪻: This is probably the most relaxing thing I've ever gone through. What made it better was the fact that it was Perer. And it was his idea to do it cause he doesn't want me to be in pain. I couldn't stop breathing in his scent from the pillow. I felt weird for doing it but it was calming. I lift my head when I feel him pat my lower back, which makes me blush a little. I turn towards him and get sad when I see he's done.. "Oh.. Y-You're done..?" I say softly with slight disappointment.
🥀: I smile when I see her get sad when she sees I'm done. I didn't think she'd enjoy it that much. Makes me sad that I'm done too. I lean back and look at her. The way she's hugging my pillow is so cute. "Unfortunately, I am.. Unless you have more.~" I tease a little.
🪻: My eyes widen when he says that. I do have more.. Just not on my back.. "I-I do!" I say nervously but I'm kind of excited. Would he even be willing..? Probably the ones on the back of my thigh but what about my butt..?
🥀: My eyes light up when she says that. More excuses to touch her? Yes please! "Where??" I accidentally let my excitement slip..
🪻: I tilt my head when I hear him. He also sounds.. excited? Does he like doing this? I bite my lip a little, kind of nervous to tell him.. "Uh.. T-There's some on the back of my thigh.." I say quietly.
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Goth Boy Peter~ [Peter x Fem Reader]
FanfictionCover art is NOT mine!! It is by @/7W0RDZ on Twitter! This story will contain abuse, foul language, sexual topics, body image issues, starving, depression, sexual assault, and self-harm. You will be warned before it happens This is my first story...
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