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4. can't get you off my mind

a/n i don't know where this story is gonna go but its going somewhere that hip hip hooray

pov nobody

wednesday can't get the idea of enid being with yoko she hate's that she cares that much even though she want to be hers but she knows that would ever happen why would enid like wednesday. and for enid she is in the waiting room bawling her eyes out she can't believe that she did do it with yoko. she can't breath and all she wishes is that she never went to see yoko.

pov wednesday

i can't believe that she cared about me why would she go to her i was right there but i did yell at her maybe she hates me know because i snapped who wouldn't hate me i wish i wasn't like this i wish i could have sinclair but how could she ever want someone like me. what's so special about yoko to enid is it cause she's tall and has clear pale skin and smiles with her stupidly good smile. god when did i start compering my self to others i hope shes okay i was kinda rude fuck now i want her back how could i get her to come back if i call for the nurse she would get her right?  before i test my theory miss weems came in "wednesday how are you feeling" better i want to go back to my dorm "not for another 2 day" what 2 days??? all by myself "well i actually had enid down but i saw her crying in the waiting room and i thought something bad happened to you but i guess that didn't happen so what did" just friend issues but could you please send her in here please this is my chance please come enid please. "by the way i need to go back to the school so it's going to be you and enid for the next two days" okay weems bye she leaves and i'm count the seconds till i see enid's shadow in the window and then she walks through the day and her smell fulls my nose and i wouldn't mind this but there was somethings missing like the faint smell of juicy fruit gum and her smile was gone she had sad puffy eyes that killed me to look at she's everything please who ever is there take her pain away and give it to me i beg for her mercy i couldn't live with my self if i didn't try and help her i would do any thing to protect her no matter why she would never have to explain herself i love everything about her and would listen no matter what. i just released we have been here in silence for like five minutes i guess i will say something. i'm sorry for reacting like that and thank you for get help "oh wednesday i'm sorry about the yoko thing she's not who i should have gone to." as she said that she creased my arm god this woman make me crave her.

pov enid 

wednesday had me leave her room after i told her about yoko and i feel like shit i wished it was her more than anything she's my only though but now she hates me and i can feel everything get tight and uncomfortable i feel tears fall and i know i can't hold it in any more so like a stupid loser i cry into my knees in the waiting room. i see weems pass to go check on wens and i want to follow but i know i shouldn't i need to calm myself down in case wens wants to see me she definitely doesn't but just in case. once i have come down weems comes out  "okay enid i must go back to school you will be staying with ms addams and she wants to see you" she does "yes honey go see her okay be safe" will do weems travel safely. and she's gonna and i practically but before i get to her door i stopped took a deep breath and start again. i open the door and i see wednesday she just starts at me  i know she knows i was crying. she looks sad too and all i want is to hold her and give her all the love in my heart but i know i can't. she would never forgive me. she is just staring at me, how could she even look at me know? is all i could think to myself and then wednesday starts to say something "i;m sorry for reacting like that and thank you for getting help" does she think i'm mad about the yoko thing it was my fault oh my sweet girl. oh wednesday i'm sorry about the yoko thing she's not who i should have gone to. i'm creasing her arm god is this to bold why am i doing this i know she doesn't want me like that or probably never wanted me like that. god all i can think about is they way her lips fit on mine the way they just make since together but how could i make up what happened to her. wait i never found out what happened to get us here should i ask would that be rude??? fuck it i'm going to do it. soooo what happened? "i was walking in the forest and it got to late. when i was on my way back i started to her howling and i forgot it was a full moon today and one of them found me then i was attacked." oh my god i can't believe that fuck i should have gone back sooner fuck. your okay now though right? i ask wondering i can see a small redness on her cheeks and i wonder why. "yeah i'm okay but you know what would make me feel better...." what wednesday? "a kiss" she said quietly and all i could feel was my heart skip a bit so i do what she wanted i lean in closer to her i hesitate for a second but then close the gap in between us. she so perfect her plump lips, her smooth skin, her beautiful eye. god how did i get lucky enough to be able to not only walk the same floor as her but kiss her amazing lips. i know i need to pull away but i don't want to but i do because i know i have to. wednesday i'm sorry about yoko i never should have done that but i did and there's no excuse for that but i'm sorry wens. "it's okay enid i shouldn't have gotten upset about it." no wednesday you did nothing wrong i promise. but do you think there's an extra bed because i am tired. "no but there are some chairs." alright i guess that has to do i pull the chair up close the her bed and lay my head on her mattresses she lays down to and starts to play with my hair and god i couldn't love this girl more then i do right now.

a/n!!! - this is like lowkey my fav part cuz i just get to yap for a bit but hope this shit don't suck*_*