Found you || yoonmin

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Jimin freezes at the confession while yoongi goes quiet eyes shut tight refusing to look at Jimin.

I love you from yoongi was all it took for Jimin decide what he wants.

"yes" Jimin takes a small step forward. "Maybe you're right." And now he's close that he can see how yoongi's eyelashes are sticking with each other due to wetness in his eyes.

Yoongi unaware of all this, still has his eyes shut tightly. Hands clutching his sweatpants expecting the inevitable rejection he tries to stay still thinking maybe with closed eyes it might not break him much.

Maybe if he has his eyes shut until Jimin rejects him and leaves, his mind might not even register this event. Maybe he can make himself believe, something like this never happened at all.

Jimin keeps looking at him letting words fall out his mouth directly from his constricted chest.

"Yes you are right you aren't good," With a lump in his throat Jimin takes another step carefully not to make their bodies touch yet, too close feels intimate and if he leans their noses will touch.

"For having a bad habit of deciding for others. Let me tell you min yoongi I won't tolerate such behavior even if it's someone I really love." Tears spilling with every word. Idiot idiot he thinks looking at yoongi. "So let me decide what I want. And now I really want to kiss you." He is so desperate. It feels like if he Don't touch yoongi now he might die. Every breath will be snatched from his lungs.

Shocked yoongi blinks opens his eyes wide. Only to be gasped by the proximity.

Jimin is looking at his lips and gulps before letting his eyes meet the other pair.

Yoongi's eyes are red and there's dark circle below. He has never seen yoongi like this, he looks so vulnerable as if even a feather like touch could break him.

So Jimin worries and asks "Can I please?" He pleads tears flowing more and more. He can't stay away from him anymore.

Yoongi blinks at him confused. "Now that I know, you love me. Do you really think I would let you go just like that? You aren't getting rid of me captain Min." Teases Jimin.

Yoongi chuckles first "Jimin but---"

"No I won't listen to you unless you kiss me." Jimin says sniffing and letting his eyes wander all over yoongi's face.

Yoongi smiles softly before leaning  hesitantly until their lips touch. It's nothing much but just a press, a firm one. A touch to just make them feel real and alive.

Yoongi chokes out a painful sob, and Jimin pulls back worried. Yoongi holds his face leaning their foreheads together. He has lips pressed tight in a thin line and eyes are shut again.

"Hyung" as gently he can.

Yoongi's lips part releasing another sob. Jimin immediately clutches yoongi's t-shirt pulling him close.

Yoongi blink opens his eyes to meet Jimin's and tears roll out of it. Jimin brings his hands to wipe it.

"I am okay with losing everything with you rather losing you." Jimin brings his hands down to lace with yoongi's tight.

"I didn't fell for you thinking you are best. It was me being better every time with you." Jimin sniffs again. It feels surreal to say it all to yoongi. " I have become a mess without talking to you for three days. My eyes aren't Sparky neither my hot chocolate makes me feel warm. Without you there's no essence in my life. It might sound cringe." Gulps "I never felt this dead in my whole life Hyung. I missed you. To know that you love me and still not have you would kill me."