Russia was at home. He put his siblings to sleep and went to bed himself. But it was hard to sleep at night. His head was filled with his papa...he miss him...but that was not the only thing bothering him...that pilot too...he missed him so much. It's been two weeks since they last saw each other. And that last time he made Russia feel...so many emotions at the same time...plus cuddling him felt comforting. It was a bigger man who was nice to him...just like his papa...he was starting to look at that pilot like a father figure...or more
Soon he was back at the oak tree waiting for his pilot. He missed him so much and was sobbing again under it...it's been like this for the last week since his friend left him...maybe he left for forever
"...I-I knew he will leave...he is just a stupid A-American!"
"Ouch that hurts"
He turn his head immediately and gasp "...Alfred"
"Yes...Ivan" America look down saying his name "look we need to ta-"
But he got cut off by Russia who jump in his arms sniffing gently "Don't do that! I tho you died! Or worse left me! I missed you so much!" He looked at him having tears felling down his "I hate you for doing this to me!"
"I-" America started blushing "you got such a beautiful face..."
"What...?"
He big his lower lip "fuck it" and grabbed Russia's cheeks slamming their lips together. The boy open his eyes wide open and push him then hit between the legs "I deserved it-" he fell down holding between the legs
Russia was blushing mess "YOU ASSHOLE! THAT WAS MY FIRST KISS!"
"Y-You liked it" America look up
"NO I DIDNT" he was willing his mouth
"Can I kiss you again?"
"No!...not on the lips..."
America lift up still feeling the little bit of pain. But kissed his forehead "Better" but the boy was silent looking down "...sooo not better" he kiss his cheek but again no answer "...okey...I understand the messages" he kiss his lips again
Russia's hands started trembling with his whole body being frozen...but he didn't break a kiss only let it happen...inside he was loving it
Soon America moved away "well I need to teach him how to kiss....fuck I am kissing Soviet's pride" he look again at Russia's big eyes "fuck this shit" and kiss him again
Soon they stopped it and America set down patting his lap. Of course Russia listen sitting on it facing him, but then just hid in his neck
"Still scared" he giggled
"...just let me be..." Russia mumbled squeeze his clothes "I need a moment..."
"As you say my beauty~" America carres his head gently "but don't worry. I won't tell anyone about this"
"Okey..."
"I like you..."
"What-" Russia look at him again with big eyes. One turn yellow but he didn't realized "you like me"
"Yup-" America was taken by a moment but smiled "so it's definitely you Russia"
"I-...I like you too"
"I can see..." He kiss Russia again and this time he tried to kiss back "wait- I need to teach you how to kiss"
"What-"
"Don't pack your lips so hard- relax just do what I do...open your mouth a little"
"I-...To far-" he hid again in America's neck
"Oh, baby..." he smiled gently "this will be so hard"
A few minutes later Russia lift his head and look back at America again "can we kiss again...?"
American giggled "of course" he kiss him again. Russia try to kiss back and lean in but it was so bad "wait" they broke a kiss "you are still bad. Open your mouth"
"...maybe next time"
"Mmmm, okey love"
That made the boy got red and whine snuggling hiding into him and adult laugh happily. Loving to make boy red
Later on Russia was home in his bed hugging a pillow "does Alfred really love me...no...he said he likes me" he got lovely eyes "I like him too...his small waist big hips...fuck he makes me insane...and his lips are perfectly soft and rosy...I wanna stay with him longer" he gulp gently "even those masculine arms...and perfect abs" but then Russia felt his pants tighten. He look down and got red "what- I...I just got a boner...from a man...but...he has hips of a woman-" he whine and put hands in his face "NO HE FORS NOT RUSSIA! YOU ARE FUCKING GAY! THATS A PROBLEM! HOW WILL I LOOK AT PAPA NOW KNOWING I LIKE MAN! IF HE FINDS OUT HE WILL DISOWN ME" slowly Russia started sobbing gently in his hands
But then doors of his room open and immediately he lift up "...brother...you sobbing?" It was Belarus holding a teddy bear in her arm. It used to belong to him but he gave it to her
"Bela...come here" She listen and got inside his bed hugging. Russia only had a pillow between them hiding his boner "what happened"
"I heard you sobbing while going to a bathroom...are you okey...do you miss papa..."
"Yes...it's about papa..." he sigh caressing her "just sleep. I need to use a bathroom"
"Okey big brother..."
Russia got up and went to a bathroom. He look at his boner "it's not bad. It will go away in couple of minutes...fuck...I can't believe what I am doing...I am hurting papa like this...but Alfred...Alfred-" his boner got all up "I-" he gulp and lock doors "I need to do it"
Soon he came back and lay down with Belarus "you okey"
"Yeah"
"Why did you wash your face?"
"I just felt hot. Sleep" Russia kiss her forehead as she just snuggled
"I love you...you are like papa two...protecting us...cooking and taking care...it's just like papa used to before he start being busy with war...I hope when war is over we can go back to how it was"
"Me too...me too" Russia snuggled in him "I am so fucking disgusting"
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Too young for this... (RusAme) (completed)
Fanfiction-WARNING -read first the warnings that are placed on first chapter before going into the story A young albino guy meets one evening while coming home late a pilot that saves his life from group of soldiers. After they meet by accident more then on...
