Russia got to an oak tree. He look around not seeing his new found lover and went back home...weeks past which felt like only seconds...he got one day a little box on his front doors with his name written on it "who sends me stuff?" He open it up and dropped...he saw a necklace that America always wore around his neck that had eagle on it. With a letter just saying
I am sorry Russia, but I am not coming back
-I love you...
But it didn't make sense...he said he will be back...and how did he knew who he was...how did he knew about coutries being humans too...his breathing started going faster as tears flow his eyes...in seconds he felt onto his knees screaming barely breathing just hugging the box
"Brother! Brother!" Russia open his eyes wide open "Brother..."
"Bela..?"
Belarus sniff having twats him her eyes and hug him sobbing "you started gasping for a-air in your sleep.,."
"It was just a night..." Russia grasp onto her "I am okey..."
"You okey...?"
"Y-Yeah..." he lied and she knew but let him. Only cuddling her big brother...
America was kissing Russia's neck happily under an oak tree "you skin smells so nice...can I make you a hickey"
"A hickey? I don't know that word"
"It's a mark on your neck. Like a bruise but in sexual way"
"Oh-" he gently blush which made American giggle
"So that's a yes~?"
"Mhm...just hide it"
"Of course I will Russia" America move and gently bite his shoudler sucking it making a hickey
On other hand Russia was going insane in his arms. He loved everything American was doing to him but every day he would go home and see his dad siblings and that would break him "if only I can have both...my papa and my American..." he look at America who was looking proud at little red spot that will later become a hickey "can you stay here in Russia after a war...and we can get married" he gently sniff
America look at him "if you only knew" he kiss his forehead "I can't Ivan. I need to go back to the states. That's my home"
"B-But here you can be with m-me"
"True...but I can't kiss you on the streets here or showing love and affection...not even hold hands"
"But w-we will be together..." tears flow down his cheeks
"Shhhh...I am sorry...but when war is over if I survive I will go back home"
"...what do you mean if"
"Well I think I told you already but my job is so unsafe. I can die every night of my plane gets struck by Russian plane"
"...oh..." Russia snuggled in his neck "...I don't want you to leave him...don't go anymore"
"I am sorry...but I said the same to my father...my people need me"
"Why...you are just a commandant"
"...yes" America look down "I am such an awful person...but I can't leave such a face"
"Alfred..."
"Mm..?"
"Last night...I had a dream...that's why I asking you this..."
America tilt his head "what happened?"
"I was thinking of you and my little sister came. But that's not important what is the fact that...I dream of you leaving me..."
"What? I would never"
"You just said your job is dangerous and that you need to go back home when war is over! Don't lie to me this is not a game for me!"
America gulp "shhhh...baby" but it was to late as Russia started sobbing
"I-I had a dream that you died! That you just send me your necklace and letter with it having a message of you not coming back! I-I love you! I want you w-with me!"
"Oh, fuck this went way too fast. I wished just to have some fun-...I am lying to myself I like him too" he gulp and pull Russia closer "...shhh...relax"
"I can't! I love you! And I am so disgusted by it!"
"...Ivan...calm down love!"
"I love you!" But Russia kept saying words that hurt America who was only caressing him gently "...shhh...focus only on me"
"I do and it hurts!"
"No" he put hands on Russia's cheeks and took off his glasses "look at my eyes..." their foreheads on each other "see i am showing them to you...because I trust you...this is not a game for me too...I love you too...okey?"
Russia nod, trembling barely catching his breath "O-Okey..."
"All okey babe...?"
"Y-Yes..."
America smiled gently and kiss his nose "good boy..." immediately Russia kiss him having his mouth a little open "he likes it?...I should comfort him"
America kiss back and move hands caressing his waist while kissing Russia with tongue. That took boy by surprise who only whined in a kiss and took it. Being scared at fight and uncomfortable but slowly relaxing and letting America do it...slowly he started liking it cuddling with America too who broke a kiss for few seconds and immediately got back into it "fuck he will be a good kissed when he learns how to properly do it" America only kiss him deeper. Soon they broke a kiss with Russia breathing hevaily. He was all red and his flag was showing in little patches on his skin.
But it didn't bother American who wiped his mouth having a gentle smile "better my albino boy...?"
"Yes...a lot...is that real kiss?"
"Yes"
"Can we kiss like that from now on..."
"As you say" America's heart was getting warmer...ice around it was slowly getting melted by a naivety of a young Russian and his heart "...I can maybe really love you...if our situation was different..." his watch started beeping "fuck I need to go..."
Russia hold him in place "...be careful...at least for me" his hands were gentle trembling...it was so hard for him to let America go to the plane again..."
"I will...just for you my little bear..." he kiss him again with tongue
Soon Russia was waving at America who was walking away. They didn't want that meeting to be so short but it needed to be...America needed to take care of some stuff...and those stuff were his parents
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Too young for this... (RusAme) (completed)
Fiksi Penggemar-WARNING -read first the warnings that are placed on first chapter before going into the story A young albino guy meets one evening while coming home late a pilot that saves his life from group of soldiers. After they meet by accident more then on...
