𝓘 𝓦𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝓘 𝓦𝓪𝓼 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓖𝓲𝓻𝓵 | cillian murphy fanfic

ii. you like your girls insane

Let me fuck you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane.

as we were heading to the Cafe of the university, me and Cillian talked, he just told me things about the country, how I was adapting to Ireland, about his friends, etc. And I just.. lied to him.
He couldn't find out about my past, about my family, about my taste in older man, about my abuse. So I just did the easy way, I play it cool and said that I moved from the USA to Ireland with my best friend cause I wanted to re-start, which was true, but he didn't knew the whole thing, and he didn't even had to find about it.
"Lemme pay for us hm?" He gently asked with his beatiful Irish accent, looking at mee with his gorgeous eyes and face. Then I just shaked my head, denying it.
"Common, Jennie, you didn't even eat"
"No, Cillian, let's do a half and a half, okay?" I said as he rolled his eyes smirking.
...
As we get out off the Cafe and start walking around the park of the university, he takes a cigarrette out of his pocket.
"Light me?" He said, grabbing it between his lips, handing me the lighter.
I obviously did as he asked, an then he began to smoke.
After 3 puffs he handed me the cigarette, as I grab it and take a long puff, my nerves and my hungry slowly turning down.
"Jenn" Cillian said "is this really what you want?" He said, speaking softly as he got closer to me, why he always does that?.
"What do you mean?"
"If you really wanna become a lawyer, I mean" Cillian says, taking another puff.
"Yes, well, of course I do, since I was like 9" I said, another lie.
The real thing is that I wanna become an actress, but I just want my family to be proud, and I kinda want my father to be proud too.

"I'm glad for you, then" He said.
Then, he looked his watch, it looked like he has something important to do since he was looking at it like since we started smoking.
"Um, Jenn, listen, I have to meet my parents today, are you okay walking to your room alone?" Cillian softly asked, caressing my shoulder with his thumb, I swear his touch made me melt.
As he said that, the fucking sky falled and a thunderstorm came, leaving us all wet. Of course, at the second our hairs were soaked, we bursted out of laugh, but hopefully, his car was around, so we both ruined into it.
after a few minutes of getting us a little bit dry, I spoke;
"Well, I should get back to my room, Alison is waiting for me.." I said as I searched for my keys.. "fuck.." I cursed.
"What's up?" Cillian said, looking at me, suddenly I felt nervous with his gaze in my face.
"I lost my keys, and today Alison is with her parents until tomorrow..."
Cillian rested his head in the palm of his hand, like he was thinking something.
"Well.. my house is like 15 minutes ago.. you could stay, right? I mean, until Alison gives you the keys" Cillian said
"Well, Cill, I mean, Cillian, I can't go to your house! We met two days ago! I said laughing, at first I thought that he was joking, but it seems that he wasn't.
"Okay, I get it, but Jenn, I can't just let you here all wet with this thunderstorm" he said, looking at me with those pretty blue deep eyes, he looked like he was begging.
I looked at him, and rolled my eyes.
"Okay Cillian, we'll just go over there, hm?" I probably sounded like I didn't wanna go to his place, but please, can I be honest? This was one of the bests day of my life.
...
In the road, we played some music, he had this cassette of the Smiths, so the road was pretty short and great.
I just realized that I may have.. some feelings for him. Like, common, how could I not? He's the most handsome man EVER.
"Jenn, you want some?" He said, handing me a cigarrette, how could I say no to him? I nodded and thanked him, but we were finally in the front of his house.
We got out of the car (both of us soaked) and he opened the door of his house, or, well, his parent's house.
Shit! I didn't thought about this, if I went to his house it ment I would meet his family.
As soon as he opened the door, her mother was already in there.
"Oh sweetheart, you're back!!" She said, tears forming in her eyes as she hugged him.
"Yes mum" Cillian said, hugging her mom back, I just smiled and looked, feeling awkward.
"Oh, and you brought your girlfriend too!"
"Mom!" Cillian whispered to her.
"She's a friend from college, some problems showed up and she has to stay here.. is that okay?" Cillian asked to her mother.
"Well of course not! Cillian, show her your room" she said, I noticed Cillian blushing from the embarrassing moment, but I just tried to hide the laugh.
"It's so nice to meet you, Mrs. Murphy" I said, smiling to her.
...
"Well, this is my room.. I didn't even bothered to pay a room in the campus since my house is really close so.. sorry for the mess, Jenn" he said to me.
"Don't worry, Cillian, is okay, really".
He smiled at me as he grabbed his glasses and placed them in his desk.
"I'll bring you a towel and some dry clothes, yes? Wait for me" Cillian said, going to his bathroom and doing exactly what he said.
"here" he said, giving me his shirt and some sweatpants.
"Well, that's not very fashion of me wearing this, but is okay" I said playfully, heading to his bathroom and closing the door.
"Right, you wanted to be an actress, don't you?" Cillian spoke through the door, I swear his Irish accent was so hot, his soft voice when he spoke too.
"Actually, I wanna be a model" I say, getting off the bathroom.
As I do, I didn't realize how close of Cillian I was. So, from a moment to another, we were inches apart, his beatiful blue deep eyes looking at me, the way his hair falled into his face because of how his head was inclined to mine because of the height difference, the way his eyes were looking right into my mouth.
Suddenly, as always, he leaned closer, so our lips brushed, no kissing, just brushing.
"I think you're going to be a wonderful model, Jennie Stern" he said, his lips obviously still touching mine, just about to kiss me..
"Guyss, I bake yall some cookies!"
His mom screamed from downstairs.
We both rolled our eyes for the interruption, but we both came downstairs, tho.
"We're coming, mom" Cillian shouted as he opened the door for me.

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10:23 pm
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