𝓘 𝓦𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝓘 𝓦𝓪𝓼 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓖𝓲𝓻𝓵 | cillian murphy fanfic

v. hits different

                      ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾  ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

"Jennie" he says, getting up from his chair and coming towards me.
I stare at him as he finally is 1 meter again, I just don't know how to feel, or maybe I just feel a lot.

I look at him with a neutral look in my face, trying not to fall in his arms and burst out of cry right in front in everyone, I just remember all the pretty things we've been through, all his pretty letters to me, his flowers, everything.

But then I remember the nights I've spend crying, how my grades started to fail because of him, how I didn't ate and spend all the time puking, and that's why I'm mad at him.

"It's nice to see you again, Murphy".
His smile suddenly falling, he was speechless.
"Well, everyone" the director said.
"I'd like y'all to meet Jennie Stern, our protagonist".
Everyone begin to greet me, compliment me, and even applaud, I was feeling so.. Important, I guess.

11:06AM
Jennie was going into the dress room, she had to wear the same thing during the whole movie, it was a relief for her.
As Stella, the one who's assigned to personalize her into the character finalized her hair, Jennie sees someone, someone very familiar, that was coming towards her again.
" what do you want, Cillian" she said, her heart racing.

"Well, I just wanted to know why the fuck you treated me like that this morning" he said, Jennie was shocked, she didn't ever heard him curse.

"What do you even mean?"
"You know what I mean, Jennie" he said, leaning against her, his agressive tone doing company with his soft accent and low voice.
"You treated me like you didn't even known me"
"maybe I wish I didn't even known you" Jennie said, holding her tears.
"You bastard, you lefted without a single fucking text, I texted you all the fucking days"
"Jennie, that was because I was- I am seeing someone" he said softly.
"What?!" Jennie couldn't even believe him, where the fuck did he met this woman?, now it was her who was angry.

"Oh, and you didn't even planned to tell me? Who is she?" She said, tears forming in her eyes, anger noticing in her face.

"Her name is Yvonne" he gently spoke "Jenn, I'm.. I'm getting married" Cillian whispers.
That's it. That's when Jennie finally lets it all out. Her face turning red as she silently cries, whispering to Stella to please go, Cillian looking at her.

"Jennie, I'm sorry, I fell in love with her" Cillian said, as he gently caressed Jennie's shoulder with his thumb, like he used to do.

"You know what, Cillian? Don't talk to me ever again, we'll just be partners for the movie and that's it, there's no other relationship between us, so now, please go", Jennie whispered, her voice was shaking as she said so, ruining her make up.

Cillian understood, so he just nodded and came out of her dressing room.
Jennie knew that she still loved him with all her heart, but shit, he doesn't feel the same about her, he has a fucking wife.

And, by Cillian's side, he knew he still loved her, with all his heart, he would do anything for her, but he had a wife, that he.. Loved?
..
That day, the scenes went normal, Jennie felt proud since she never acted in any movie, and she was doing really well, actually.

Cillian's pov.
11:54pm
I come home after a long day of work, really tired, but I just knew that it would be worst being home.
" why the fuck are you so late?! " I hear my wife yelling from the living room, as she walks to me.

I sigh, "I'm sorry, Yv, I had a long day at work".
"Oh yeah? While you were fucking that whore? Do you think I'm stupid? I SAW THE FUCKING CASTING, JENNIE STERN, REALLY?" she just started yelling at me, as she started crying.

It would be always be like this, suddenly, I missed Jennie, I missed her sweet smile, her sweet voice, her sweet words, her sweet heart.
But no, I made a choice, I'm with Yvonne now.

"Don't call Jennie a whore" I said gently "She's a good person.. And besides we're nothing, she's.." She's the most beautifully angelic person I've ever known, I thought to myself "she's sweet, okay? We have nothing, yes baby? are you chill now?"

She looked at me and grabbed my chin, giving me a deep kiss "I forgive you" I didn't even did anything "but don't talk to that slut-, I mean, girl, again, did I maked myself clear?" I just nodded, only Jennie could give me orders.

After that, we just had sex, and no, It wasn't having sex like Jennie and I, 'cause I didn't fucked Jennie, I made love to her.
That's one of the differences between Jennie and Yvonne, with Jenn- I mean, Jennie, it was all love and sweetness, with Yvonne.. Its just different.

Jennie's pov.

"It just hits different, Ali, y'know? I even planned a future with him, and now he has a wife? I can't believe it".
" Jenn" ali said "I know, I know this is so immature, but.."
"GO ALISON, TELL MEEE"
"You should.. Yk? Get revenge? Make him jealous" she said before bursting out of laugh, which I did too.
"With who? Alison please" I said laughing.
"I don't know.. Isn't there models or anything there? Like, date a.. Handsome guy?"
"Alison, you're just being delusional right now" I said "He's like, THE actor of the moment, calm your ass down".
"Anyways, Ali, I have to go, talk to you tomorrow, yes?"
"Sure, Jenn, goodnight" she said

as she hangs up the call, I just received another call, "blocked number" it said.
"Jennie Stern speaking, hello?" I said, who the fuck is it.
"Jenn.." I recognize that voice, deep Irish accent, beautiful tone, it was Cillian "I, I need your help, right now, can I come to your hotel?"
"Yes" I said, again, my impulsive decisions.
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Hey guyss!
I'll write Yvonne like she was really a bitch, don't blame, is just a story okay, lmao.
Lmk if yall like this one!
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