You wake groggily as the area shakes slightly. Your eyes widen to realize you were in a trailer amongst other women who held depression and fear in one. You stay silent for a second believing this to be some terrible dream of yours, but you soon come to terms this isn't something you wake up from.
" What's... What's going on?! Where are they taking us?!"
You stand as you begin to hyperventilate; the walls was seeming to shrink by the minutes. No one offered to help you calm down while you pace back and forth thinking. You can guess what they want easily, and that's what's between your legs. Your imagination begins running wild about this bringing forth tears. You then feel the bile rise in your throat feeling a sensation of sickness take over. Ending your act, you finally fall to your knees hugging yourself tightly though wishing your mother or father was here to do it instead. Why you? Why has god forsaken you? All you've done is be a good person, but no matter how much deeds you do, all that returns is vileness and malice. You tuck yourself into the corner as the voices began to make their way to your ears. You wished so bad for your medication; it doesn't completely do the trick, but it soothes over the symptoms some. You lay down on your side as the hours ticked down into nothing, and you force yourself eventually into a deep slumber.
You were once again small and lifeless, but you were at peace. The children call out though you stay quiet having no need to make smalll talk with toddlers. Well, that's what they sound like for you knew they weren't real. They're just a permanent chemical imbalance in your brain.
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Mother Earth
FantasíaYou have suffered from schizophrenia ever since you were a toddler; the voices having ruined your childhood and teenage years. Now a grown adult, you've learned how to tune it out along with the world, but what happens when a man shows up at her doo...
