My Idol saved me

Chapter 3 new home

                         Brianna's POV
Once we got to my new home it was huge, I was just staring at it While the boys got all our stuff out from the back of the car and then I walked into the house and Harry said "your room is upstairs right next to Louis's room that use to be a guest room but now it's going to be yours." I walked upstairs and I passed all the rooms it went Liam's room, Niall's room ,Harry's room,and Louis's room and then my room which use to be zayn's room until he left the band which was one of the worse days of my life, I just started at the big room and thought of zayn sleeping in that same exact room,we got fancy letters to put on my door so the boys put them on, then we started painting my room purple after we were done with that we had to wait until the paint dried to move in the furniture into the room. I smiled and dad came behind me and said "you like it so far?" I turned around and said "I love it thank you." He said "no problem baby girl." I hugged him I knew I was going to have such a great life now.

I then went into the main bathroom that was up here to see how bad the bruises are I went into the bathroom and closed the door and locked it I looked into the mirro and took off my make up I didn't think it was still on since I was crying but that's the beauty of water proof make up and saw I had a nice shiner on my eye I lifted up my shirt and there were bruises all over my stomach and rips they were so sore now. I also had a bunch of bruises on my legs. I then realized I didn't have a razor anymore I crused to myself I then saw that there was one there so I took it and sliced my wrist it felt good. I then made 2 more then I put it back where I found it I cleaned up my arm and wrapped it in a bandage then I put my long seleve sweat shirt back on and my sweat pants and I also put my makeup back on I then put my hair in a messy bun and came out of the bathroom I was met by Harry he said "dinners ready." I said "okay."

I walked downstairs and the food looked amazing I ate most of it then I said "may I be excused?" Harry said "that's all your going to eat?" I said "yeah I'm not that hungry." He said "okay you may be excused." I put my plate in the sink and then went to the bathroom and closed the door I put my finger down my throat once I was at the toilet and I started doing what I've been do for the past 3 weeks I kept doing that until there was nothing left. I flushed the toilet and then brushed my teeth I walked out and Niall was there he said "are you feeling alright babe?" I said "yeah I'm fine." He didn't believe me he said "are you sure because I heard you puking in there." I crused under my breath and said "yeah I'm fine my stomach was just a little upset that's all."  He still didn't believe me but just dropped it for now.

Then I went up to Harry's room since I was staying in there for the night since my room isn't done yet and I got my new pjs on and then I went on my phone and went on Twitter all I saw was hate mostly from people from my school but some fans sent me some too. I needed a razor so I went out into the main bathroom with tears still running down my face I went to open the door when Liam walked out he saw me and said "are you okay love?" I said "yeah I'm fine." I smiled at him he didn't believe me but he shook it off and headed back downstairs. I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth and then I took the razor and made 3 more new cuts on my other wrist I cleaned it up and put bandage it on it and then headed to Harry's room and climbed into his bed and fell to sleep.

                       Harry's POV
I was siting in the living room when Niall came in and said "something's up with Brianna." I said "what do you mean?" He said "I heard her puking in the bathroom after dinner." I said "do you think she's sick?" He said "I don't think so she said that her stomach was upset but I don't believe her I think she might have a eating disorder." I sighed and said "I'll talk to her tomorrow and find out If she does."He said "okay."  Then Liam said "I was coming out of the bathroom and I saw her and she looked like she was crying when she was waiting to go in I asked if she was okay she said yeah but I didn't believe her I know she's not okay."I said "I'll see what's up with her tomorrow." They turned back to the tv I really hope it wasn't anything to serious and I really hope she's okay.