And as i lay in my Bed thinking 'bout my presence in this wide word, i notice that maybe there is a sparkle of hope? Day by day i keep going as depression is dragging me closer to death... yet why would i move forward if there was no faith? If there wasn't a reason in the back of my mind, would i be taking this pain for no reason at all? I need to keep going and try to shine- try my best, try to fly. Even if i fall, i tried! I did.
And if i live... I'll be proud of me. Proud for trying in these dark shallow times, where there is no light to guide, no reason to shine. Maybe soon there will be a spark of strengh, to finally stand up and forget the blame. To be myself like i used to be.
Maybe then i will finally feel free.
YOU ARE READING
The thoughts of moonlight
PoetryAll the feelings of the night, flowing from word to word like a sad song. And i dance to that song on the edge of living, wondering which move will push me over and free me of my pain.
