I was so blinded by love, by your beautiful eyes. But looking back feels like a bunch of cold lies. You talked about a future with me, how you want me forever and how our appartement should be. You in my arms felt like heaven on earth, and from all i loved, you were the most worth. I was ready to die for you, give my life to protect. Wrap my wings around us, fight anyone for you without no respect. But you just fucking left and then wondered where i went. Turned away from the truth to a bittersweet end.
You feel so left out now... PFFTTTT ITS LITERALLY YOUR FAULT- YOU TURNED EVERYONE AWAY THE SECOND YOU GOT HURT, YOU IGNORING MY MESSAGES WAS JUST ABSURD. I AM NOT THE REASON YOU ARE ALONE, NEITHER THE SUN OR THE NIGHT. YOU ARE THE PROBLEM, BUT I GUESS YOU LOST YOUR SIGHT- HAHAHA YOU THINK I AM MEAN BUT YOU NEED TO OPEN YOUR EYES. I CANT DEAL ANYMORE WITH YOUR ENDLESS WHINES AND CRIES.
just get help, i beg you, this is not how to be. You wanna get better but you wont let yourself free. You are your own biggest enemy, ruining your own happy time. I saw it in person, i felt it, even when i used to call you "mine". You think you're so smart, that you do the right things, yet you dont get what love is, nor what it takes or brings. You are scared of small problem you just end up causing more- you cause it to break and you shatter on the floor.
YOU ARE READING
The thoughts of moonlight
PoetryAll the feelings of the night, flowing from word to word like a sad song. And i dance to that song on the edge of living, wondering which move will push me over and free me of my pain.
