I don't miss you with me, like i used to do. Instead of any love or affection, i feel slight hatred torwards you. You did nothing wrong, but at the same time you did- you ruined my life and didnt even give a shit. You just fucking left, i nearly died. I even did, i died inside. You ruined my life, not once but twice.
You told me you loved me but "you needed a break", gave me false hope but "i love you" was fake. I waited for you to return, but you never did. Now it's my turn to not give a shit. I wanna like you but i simply can't, i don't even know if I could like you as a friend. You leave me on read, now i dont care but it used to make me sad. And I KNOW you knew, I KNOW YOU DID. But you still ignored me, you didnt give a shit.
Stop pretending like you care, stop lying to my face. You used to be so perfect in my eyes but you fell from your grace. Your empty promises mean shit to me, i finally don't care, i am finally free. I stopped chasing the past and now live the truth... and even after all i hope you will too. I know your pain, i really do. It will be okay, but the only one who can change it now is you. I don't want to help, i just want to leave. No feelings left, not even empathy or grief.
I don't miss you with me, like i used to do. Instead of any love or affection, i feel slight hatred torwards you.
YOU ARE READING
The thoughts of moonlight
PoetryAll the feelings of the night, flowing from word to word like a sad song. And i dance to that song on the edge of living, wondering which move will push me over and free me of my pain.
