And pretty boys make graves- johnny X ponyboy

He will not smile for anyone

Johnny
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I stood on the porch pony walked up behind my and hugged me. Both arms around mine

I just breathed

"What's going on hon?" Pony asked
"Nothing. Just thinking."
"About?"
"You."
"Really what are you worried about."
"I- I guess what the gang will think."
"Oh. You ain't got to worry. I'm sure it will be just fine my love"

He head on my shoulder

I stood there looking into the darkness infront of me the grass lit by the moon light

"Wanna lay in the grass?" Pony asked running his fingers through my hair
"Sure."

He took my hand and walked me to the grass

We laid down facing the sky

I turned to face him

He faced me

We looked at eachother for a moment before he held out his arms

He held me in his arms

The grass was cold but he was warm.

We ended up falling asleep outside that night.

We woke up to the sun rising

Pony's brown hair that lit up in the morning sun as he snored softly

His chest falling in rising

What did I do to deserve him?
He's so perfect.

People say happiest is beautiful.
I guess they were right.
He is beautiful

I laid there watching the clouds and trees sway and pony woke up

"Johnny..?"
"Hi pony."
"Good morning" he said with a smile his eyes still adjusting
"Hi sweetie."
I held his cheek in my hand

I kissed him softly

Dallas walked past us

"I told you."  He said

I laughed

"Wanna go for a walk" pony asked me
I nodded and we got up

We walked for a while

We where in an ally

Fuck

A mustang pulled next to us and two socs got out

"Well look what we got here" one said
"Two scrawny grease balls!"

The laughed and went to grab us

Pony looked at me

I took my switch out of my back pocket and opened it holding it at there faces

One tryed to grabbed pony and I lunged at one holding him down the knife at his neck

He called out for his friend

I held the knife closer to his chin

He called out again and I covered his mouth

My knife at his throat

I gave him a little cut at the base of his neck
Causing him to bite down on my hand

His friend let pony go

"Fine! You win! Let him go."

I looked over to pony and he nodded

I got off of him and he crawled off and scrabbled in his car

Pony held his nose

"Did he hit you?"
"Yeah, just once."
"The one I had bit my hand"

I looked down to see my hand dripping blood

"We got to get home." Pony said
"Is your nose that bad?" I asked worried
"No your hand!"
"It's fine,"
"No, let's just go home and I'll get Darry to look at it."
"Fine."

We went home and my hand still dripping blood

We got back and pony cleaned my hand and had Darry look at it

They wrapped it up

"Im sorry pony."
"Why?"
"I didn't have to pull that blade. I just panicked. I mean I- I just didn't want you to get hurt yk?"
"It's ok. We are ok."

I'm like a dog. I attack when I'm scared.
I don't know why.

My hand stung

I can't believe he bit me.

Maybe if I hadn't cut him he wouldn't have

Pony's safe.
All that matters is pony is safe.

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Short chapter

Anyways happy Mother's Day!
I was planning on writing a full chapter today but I'm super busy.

Love you all sm all the love I get on these chapters make my days

Stay safe and don't get arrested 🫶