And pretty boys make graves- johnny X ponyboy

Before you illustrate, id rather state

Dally
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"Oh god. I like ponyboy." Johnny said
"Yeah you do."
"What do I do?"
"I don't know!"
"Help me you son of a bitch!"
"Tell him!"
"Hell no!"
"Then don't!"
"But I wanna!"
"Then do!"
"Im scared!"
"Don't be!"
"Why are we yelling!"
"Because.. you're scared..?"

He held his hands on his face and walked crooked.

"Fuck!" He said
His voice echoed through the air

He grabbed his hair and leaned on a wall behind us

"Woah you good?"
"Yeah I'm perfectly fine dally."
"You are?"
"No.." he said sliding down the wall

I caught him and got him back on his feet.

"It ain't the end of the world." I said
"I like my best friend. Seems like the end of something."
"It's gonna be fine."
"I can never tell him!"
"Why?"
"I- I don't wanna get rejected by my best friend! That's fucking weird."
"I don't know Johnny! I ain't queer!"
"I didn't think I was but fuck that explains so much!"
"Just tell him!"
"Nope."
I groaned

"I need a cigarette" he dug through his pockets and lit one with a shaking hand.

"Calm your horses Johnny." I said
"WHY DID YOU SAY HORSESS"
"What.? Ohh. My bad."

"Wanna go back?" I asked
"Yeah."
"Ok. You should tell him."
"Nah"
"You're making me crazy."
"You already are dumbass."

I rolled my eyes and we headed back

Johnny was wired.

Love is weird.

We walked in and everything was as it was but Darry was making a cake.

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Johnny
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I'm fucking loosing it.

Idk whether it helped or not to figure out the feeling.

A while went by making it 4pm

I just couldn't take my eyes off pony.

I'm loosing my mind.

Is it bad I want to hold him in my arms?

Yes..? No..? I DONT KNOW.

I can't take this man.

Now I now what the feeling is I feel weird.
A good and bad weird.

"Johnny you alright?" Pony said placing his hand on my shoulder
"Yeah. I'm ok."
"Alright."
His hand trickled down my arm then let go

My heart skipped a beat but I'm alive.

I bit my lip to stop the dopey smile growing on my face.

"Johnny I'm inching for a Pepsi wanna walk down to the dingo later?" Pony asked
"Sure sounds fun. I could go for one too"
I said

YES.

Anyways

FUCK YEAH

Anyways

A bit later we left

We walked to the dingo