get in the car right now..that's enough leave him please..I said get in the fucking car lizely I shake my head and go toward the car god what the hell just happened max is here god max is here yes is that good or bad?oh god he's coming god please don't yell at me well he can yell at me but he just get in the car taking a tissue clean his hand from william's blood . he didn't look at me he just drive the car it's 3 minute god his silence scares me even more than his shout - max..no answer..max listen I'm sorry max really I'm..what the hell you were thinking about?ha?why would you leave without telling anyone with a guy you don't even know??..max I'm..shut up lizely shut up this dress I hate it from the start I hate it I hate it lizely why you would even buy something like that lizely, and you know what lizely it makes me want to fuck you lizely. me lizely me who can control his self and thoughts. I can't do that when I saw you in this dress. silence he take a breath and said he he wants to rape you..stop the car..he will..stop the car max I can't breathe he look at me he stop the car I open the door I get out the car before I fell he hold me and set on his knees and I'm sitting on his hips breathe lizely breathe honey breathe you're fine I'm here for you look at me look at me lizely I'm here for you I'msorry darling forgive me..my neck..the necklaces you want me to take it off? I shake my head it's not opening he cut it, it fall with my tears I hear his voice not really clear but I hear it..breathe.. I take my breath I feel all the cold in the world he put his hand on my shoulder his hands are warm too warm he carry me yes he did I put my head in his cheast I really can't walk to do anything or to refuse, his perfume god this perfume I take a deep breath in his cheast he put me on the seat and put his jacket covering me I still can smell him god I like that.
I'm in max's place well I spend time here more than I spent in my own apartment he's sitting on the chair I'm lying on the bed he's silent for more than hour the wedding god max.. mhm he come closer..the wedding..alex is there take a nap, hungry?..no
2 MONTH LATER
things are working I just finished the first semester and move to the second max is amazing and now him and alex are my best friends and I like that the collage become even better when marcous isn't here god marcous he's living with his mom now yes him and lucy I didn't see them all this 2 month it might seem crazy but I miss them I miss marcous even more I can't say that out loud but yes I do . oh yes also alex will move in with max they will leave together not because they're gay ,but because they're best friends now so that look good ,max forgive marcous ,I guess he meet him at work every month sometimes twice when there's a party to go to it. his mother live kinda too far I don't really know where max hate when I talk about marcous but ..hell marcous is calling me, shaking ,answer ..don't ..you miss him.. no you're not. I pick up and answer hello?..ely- god how I love when he call me ely- yes marcous..no marco? -my heart is hurting..no..ok I'm on my way to your home. we need to talk..what?..open the door..what the hell..waiting..I'm not home now.. I know you're - I open the door he's there his hair kinda longer I like that. shut up lizely he cheat on you plus he's marriage now- yes marcous can I help?..actually lucy..she run away no she didn't come to me and I didn't see her..relax don't be nervous..I'm not..yes you're actually I'm here to tell you that we get divorced..what?what the hell?..I'm all yours now ely ..I close the door hell no what does that even mean what happened to them[you look even prettier when you're home and look messy;)]message from marcous god I hate him. Alex is calling ..girl you're coming right?..yes yes just one hour..don't be late..sure. if max know I'll go to the bar with them he will kill me and kill alex but he'll let me anyway I don't drink at all I just don't wanna stay home alone I put my jeans and a black shirt and take off the band from my hair it's curly I do it by myself a few hours ago it doesn't look that bad with the short hair my hair. still short sometimes I regret that I cut it because I already know that it won't grow up easy but also I like it .I get out the home heading max's home when I stop the taxi a guy come and pass me and said hey excuse me you're lizely right?..yes!..sorry I'm Jeff..nice to meet you..me too I like you're curls by the way ..thank you..actually you look different I let the taxi leave..excuse me?..we were in the same high school lizely remember Jeffrey wilson?..not really..the guy who fit you standards ..sorry I'm not really..he get his phone out hand it to me and said give me your number and when you remember me I'd like to talk to you..phone call it's mine god I grab the phone write the number hand it to him again another taxi I get inside..where the hell you are lizely??..on my way..max want to leave..don't let him I'm on my way - I step out the taxi when max open the door and alex is out talk to him ..max alex I shout..lizely? Alex said, acting like he doesn'treally know that I'll come ..I'm in..what? Max said..I'm going with you guys..no you're not max said turn to alex you was know right?..please max you're letting me here alone?..I won't take you to the bar lizely.. but you're going..you're not old enough alex said with a smile..I'm in your age idiot..it's not about age max said..well I think I'll be home alone and all this hard effort is nothing to you guys..just get in the car lizely max said ..yes I high five alex.. max said we will talk about that again later this the first..and last time yes I said with excite he shake his head and look back at me no alcohol..yes sir..refuse dance with strangers..ok..and don't leave myside..captain..what?..can I breathe we laugh I like them more than I would do to my brothers if I had a one I really have that type of brothers in books the one who help you to do what ever you want and the one who's overprotective
he was serious about the rules I can't break it he won't let me come with them again so I set there by his side without talking drinking apple juice like kids pretending it's some champagne alex said lizely how your wine taste?..shut up alex max said..just wondering he laugh and look at me..like hell alex I always like champagne..well champagne doesn't really look like apple juice lizely alex said and laugh he take his glass and get up to dance.. maximum..no lizely..please..I'm gonna ride you home lizely..ok ok relax phone ringing unknown number who is the hell is this I answer hello?max look at me I put it on speaker so I can look for my airpods hey lizely it's me jeff..oh hi..remember me I catch it put it on my ears still hear music I get outside lizely are you there??..yes yes what did you said?..remember me?..not really..open your whatsapp I open it hell no I shout he laugh..hey jeff this you..yes yes how are you doing?..well you?..great..god are you in business management now?..no actually airlines remember..yes you talk alot about that..how your arm doing?..this was a long time ago it's ok now I guess your eye?..doing great and we laugh god lizely I missed you . we talk a little while and now I have to get inside. max is not in his seat anymore, someone grab my waist I gasp he pull me to him I pull myself out I turn push him, marcous? how the hell you dare touch me..relax ely I was kidding..don't fucking play with me marcous..your words ely..marcous?alex said he pull me away like marcous is sick or something..what the hell are you doing with her?..not your business..lizely?max is here too..oh you're here too I thought lizely is here with this kid..who's the kid mother..alex shut up lizely is here max said..let's get you out of here alex said holding my wrest someone hold my arm..I need to talk to her marcous said..nothing to talk about finally I said
I'm in Marcous's car. Of course I'm him and alex want to fight.. yes marcous what the hell you want from me?..you ely I want you..fuck off marcous leave me alone just leave ,you get married and you have a wife and soon a baby what you fucking want from me?..your words ely watch your mouth..what if I don't?you can't do anything marcous the only thing you do is talking just talking you're a liar and I open the door- ..what you want me to do ely?just answer me what I have to do to have you?..you do enough marcous just leave - and I get out the car -..forgive me ely I'm begging you..wtf are you doing ??get up - he's on his knees now and begging me on the road front of people - stand up marcous what are you doing??..not until you forgive me ..stay here then..really?..yes, just stay there..what I did ely what I did to you hate me?he stand up ..as I told you. you do enough
I FORGIVE HIM stupid yes, dump absolutely yes, but the only thing that I know that he's on max's couch with alex and max and I'm making pop corn for us. well alex still hate him and so do he bu. need help?max said..no just last touch I said putting salt and hand him the salver ,he take it and we're watching a match I don't really get this things but seeing them like that pleased me I grab my phone [what are you doing shakey head?]a message from jeff [nothing and you're the shakey head idiot]I text him back[wanna go out?]him[no not really]you can't be serious alex shout I look at him he's watching the match I stand up. going somewhere?max said..no just outside..why?marcous said..no reason -I go outside you're fine?alex ask..as hell flex ..ok don't stay out alot..ok
Mom this is lizely lizely this my mother..hi ma'am nice to meet you..you're ely right?..yes actually that what he calls me -she hug me god I'm happy to see you here are you guys dating?..mom..no actually just like friends..come have seat lizely..thank you- she leave the room I take a breath- she likes you..what?..she likes you actually my mom hate all the physical touch but she hugs you..lizely?..yes ma'am can I help?..I follow her voice marcous come and show me the way to her room she's setting on the bed holding a box she hand it to me I smile to her..open it ..I open the box it's a necklace with a small heart on it.. I always wanted to have a daughter and now you're my daughter..thanks ma'am but I can't take it..you refuse my gift?..the worst thing you can do is refusing this gift she hates that I look up at him and look at her again..I'm not refusing no but I just you know I mean I'm not good at keeping things and I don't wanna lost it. but I said taking the necklace and put it around her neck she turn to me after wearing it and I said it's pretty on you and I don't need a necklace to know that I'm your daughter I kiss her forehead and she hugs me and kiss my cheek we eat and laugh talk and now it's night .I'll go to bathroom first I said to marcous and I leave when I come back they're standing by the door I hear her said just make her pregnant and marry her she's better than that bitch. I walk like I hear nothing I hug her and wave her goodbye I get in car god he won't do that ..actually he can.. oh no he can't.. what if he did.. the way home is too long no I know marcous he won't do something like that I' won't let him
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