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the first time

I can't drive I feel like someone take all my strength and all my brain, I'm on max's car, I refuse to drive ,max is putting lizely on the back seat I'm sitting. there don't.I said I can't control myself max. I feel like I want to cry out now..go to the front seat I get down max is driving..I will ask you one question marcous, did you fuck her?..no.
we're in hospital I have to tell him the doctor ask me about what happened..she had an activator and she don't want to lose her virginity she also get a panic attack..she normally get a panic attacks?..no it's..yes.. I look at max she get her first one like a year ago..what?..ok then we have to wait until she wake up..thank you doctor..did you just said!..did you give her the activator?..no..marcous what happened?I have to know what happened..they want to sale her..what?..some girls took her to pikkie's place..no..yes thanks god rock was there and he saw her..so you didn't touch her..no she refused..what's going on where's lizely?said alex..is she alright?said moly..I think so said max..I'm leaving I said..where are you going? I get out I get a taxi and go home and get in my car I still feel it I still feel her lips on my skin and her body in my arms I feel her skin in my hands,fuck. I start the car and go to pikkie's place I need lizely, I want lizely ,I'm looking for lizely, lizely isn't here. there this one short hair brown skin, I want this one pikkie..your room is busy you can use mine
good I'm here with the girl ,the girl that look like lizely,she's lizely I make her  lizely,.. oh my god lizely..she's moaning evelin ..what?..my name, is evelin..I put some money by her side you was a good girl..thank you sir I wear my cloth pick up the phone missed calls max alex I call max ..marcous, lizely ..what?..she wakes up..ok ok I'm coming I give a last sight to my lizely she's not looking like lizely anymore she's pretty but she's not lizely..
Where the hell have you been?..busy ..I said no I won't I'm ready to be burning here than let anyone touch me..what's going on ely?..marcous marcous talk to them..she can't make it for 12 hours this activator is strong and she can't be a wake with it..how we can solve it..she have to lose her virginity..no..ely wait..she need to have sex she might not be able to have kids in the future..what?what you mean?..your virgina can't handle all this pressure you might have problems in delivering in the future lizely let them..no max no..no other way?I said..actually we can drug her..yes yes do it..can you just wait lizely said max..wait what you're not the one who's burning.drug me sir..who's the closer to the patient?..what?..where's her family?I need a signature from her relative..for?..if anything happened to her the hospital isn't respons ..wait something like what?said max she moan again we're all looking at her I see the impress in her face..can you just signature?she said..lizely you will die..just fucking do it..I won't signature something will make you dead in a while I prefer fuck you here than do it max said..we're looking at max now..go to hell all of you can I signature it by myself..we have to ask a lawyer..god I'll fuck the lowyer I'm burning..I will do it..marcous..who are you?..her boyfriend..ok then this could work she will be drugged for 12 hours and when she wake up she must be better you're ready?..all what she did is give him a moan
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Water..what?liz?god liz I hear the door open and alex shouting she wakes up guys liz is a wake I open my eyes I'm thirsty..zee?I open my eyes looking at jeff they're all here Jessica alex moly mar no marcous and max isn't here what the hell you were thinking about zee?you freaked me out..the doctor is here water I said he's holding the bottle helping me to have a sip I close my eyes again and lay down again..how you feel lizely I give him a thump up I can't talk I'm tired ..what happened?said max I hear something spilling and he's front of me now ..oh my god, oh god you wake up he hug me the smell, his smell, I love it I hug him back..you freak me out lizely don't do that again I laugh..I'm fine now maximum not like I die..your friends panic because it take you a full 24 hours to wake up and it's a miracle that you're alive now..I smile at them the doctor get out..guys I'm not that weak to die that easy, maximum I'm fine now I swear he leave me and said sorry they're all out just me and moly ..where's marcous?..I don't know he was here just until alex said you're a wake_ he leave because he doesn't want to see me of course he is_
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oh lizely god she open her eyes and said marcous?I look down at the girl lying front of me..my name is evelin not lizely you can't use me marcous I take my cloth and wear my shoes and get out
Oh my god whatt???..yes zee let's make a party..I hear party said moly..yes moly at least she will leave for a full 2 months I know you're going to miss her..can we go to the bar? I said..you still not fine enough to have alcohol..no I won't have alcohol I just wanna go there pleaasssee..ok then if you want it then you will have it ..oh my god I would like to get married by now..god moly the food jeff shout she run to the kitchen he pull me close and hug me.. I missed you..me too..can I have my first kiss now..jeff it's just a week you can wait ..there's no food I'm not even cooking said moly..I will buy you guys the a lunch but you're not going out you will have it here..deal said moly..but please jeff let's go out ..you're already sick I don't want you to Weaste your energy ok?..ok..I love you..I love you too..soo what you want?
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Get out marcous get out right now I take my stuff and she's crying..stop crying evelin..you're using me marcous is that me to you?just something you use to feel that fucking lizely?..watch your mouth..you have to do one of two marcous stay here now and forget about her when you get here there's no lizely just evelin..what's the two?..really marcous?the two is leaving marcous you have to leave..I'm full wearing tieing my shoes I pick my phone and get out that's the easier thing to do,lizely will come back to you ,she will want you, I hear her saying in your dreams by her mean way and I also hear her saying help me marcous I'm on fire I have to stop it somehow. it has to stop until she come back I get home I have a shower and wear my clothes I'll see her, I'll have her I go to her place she's not here I call her she answer saying god marcous I've been calling you forever where have you been? she in silence waiting me to answer ..where are you?..yes can you just come to the bar night?..what..I really want to spend sometime here before leaving so jeff said we can go out you're coming right?please marcous please ..ok ..great bye she said closing the line I have to stay away as much as I can this is not good for any of us
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here's the groom shout Jessica..hey jess..oh how sweet my man here will get Jealous am I right baby?..lizely watch your face we can all see your reaction stop said moly..oh oh sorry she come to me and hug me saying take care of him wife ..I will.. jeff pull me to him and hold my waist he's moving his hand in my belly drawing circles my stomach get crunch ..where's alex?..in the bar said Jessica..oh I'm going to kill him he didn't even say hi I go to the bar he's sitting there I hit him in his back he twist my arm..peace peace..lizely?..what are you doing here dumb you have to say hi first..I will miss you lizely..oh come on it's just a 2 month..you're not really thinking about leaving right?..no alex I can't leave you're guys here my collage is here I can't just leave that easy..I believe you..wanna get a dare?..what?..the faster one is the winner I said as I'm holding the glass and drink it all I didn't feel the taste until I finish it all it's hard it's a little bit strong it's hurting my chest alex is looking at me I can't see well ,I can't hear good everything is shaking..you're alright?..yes..sure?..mhm..you feel anything..nop..oh what was that?said alex to the bar guy..it's a mix said the bar guy ..he can get her drunk?..not really it's the normal stuff..oh god listen to me lizely I'm going to see max ok?you wait me here until I come back ok? I shake my head
can I have another one?..yes sure the same?..yes.. he hand me a glass mmm tasty ..you like it??..yes..will you might like this one it's strong ..oh I can't have it or, you know what just give it to me I drink it all ..wow wow slow god you're strong to hundle this I feel my body floating like I'm just air I'm not lizely I'm the air I shout..so your name is lizely..I like this song
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max it's lizely..what happened to her?I said..I don't know she drink something the bar guy said it won't make her drunk but..it's her first time said max..exactly..oh god..we run to the bar she's not there ..you're looking for lizely?how the hell he know her?..yes said alex..she's there- wait she's not really there tell me you're laying I run to the pole dance she's in the back said alex..god lizely I'm going to kill her said max..marcous catch her she's taken her shirt off..what?said max god where is she?..I run toward her I hold her wrist her stomach is shown she's warm I carry her on my shoulder holding her knees ..put me down marcous leave me..what's the fuck you were doing she's trying to get down I hold her tighter I feel her heavy breath on my neck I feel her lips she just put her lips on my neck I stop walking ,she bite my neck I go back she get front I said put me down now..she's looking in my eyes , those eyes I'm ready to make her drunk all the day so she can look at me that way..marcous said max when he come and take her, I can't do it I can't control myself ..marcous let's go said alex she bite max also in the car she was sitting in middle max is driving alex behind him..where's the girls and jeff? said alex..jessica had headache and moly's friends call her they leave with Jeffery..oohh that will leave a mark..I look at max' neck- I hope mine will leave a mark too, it's the first time I had a hickey ,we're all going to max's place ..you don't think we have to tell her husband said alex..he's not her husband I said..she had a hiccup she's laughing everytime she just get it she looks cute she's making me jealous that jeff will going to have all this, that making me feel regret that I kissed that girl I regret my life I regret lucy and everything I do before and after lizely something in my head said it's your fault marcous something out said marcous we're home it's alex I get out the car max is trying to carry her said alex don't she bites and laugh that's a true she bite max again I envy max he can feel her lips and smell the vanilla with alcohol..come ely I said opening my arms after max put her down to open the door she shake her head saying no I can walk I'm not a kid no one have to carry me I can fly she said if anyone carry me again I will bite she fall down on the shrubbery next the door we're laughing hard she laugh too but then she start to cry ..ok ok I'm sorry come on I carry her_ bite me ely please bite me ely I want to feel your lips on me again no lips just tears..ok ely it's ok you're fine now it's all alright..take her to your room you can sleep with me ..no I will stay with.. she's sniffing my neck mm cold thing liquid one it's it's her tongue she's playing with me, she's making me like that she's doing that to me, you taste like perfume eww she said with heavy breath by my neck it's not disgusting it's no word have the mean but I love it ..no lizely marcous is not something to eat come with me said alex..I can walk, I can walk she sit on the floor and said no I can't ,and then lie down and said this is better