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first date

it's a week now week from last time I talk to marcous actually I see him twice and he change his way to avoid me that's hurt kinda but it's good for me phone ringing max?what he want? Hello?.. lizely where are you?..collage why?..well I'm outside can you come for a minute (his voice is weird).. ok I'm coming - I get outside- nervous worried and everything hurt - max?what's wrong?Marcous?where's Marcous?max what happened to marcous?? .. lizely you must relax first.. ok max I'm relax can you tell me .. he had a traffic accident.. what???when?how?..can you get in the car and - I get inside before he finish his sentence- we stop in hospital we get to elevator I was trying not to cry but when I see him in the bed and he's closings his eyes and have a Bandage in his head and some on his arm my eyes rain first thing come to my mind is what if he die and we're mad at each other god I can't stop crying and think about that - ely?marcous god marcous I forgive you don't do that again please god just .. ely it was an accident.. well just don't do that again you freak me out.. so now I'm marco?I shake my head max said he will stay for couple days and then he can go back home.. I will stay with him .. you have a collage .. no I don't we have a week off before the test .. lizely you don't have to stay I'm staying..yes ely max will stay .. and I will stay too .. why did you even bring her max .. you wasn't want to tell me?.. it's not like that .. well I will leave if anything happened call me max .. ely stay .. well I will and I laugh.. god I was think you will be sad again ... no I won't never ever .. never ever?..never ever .. even if I hurt you?... just don't.. I won't believe me .. well max .. mhm .. night or day?.. what?..I think I prefer day and you stay at night .. ok.. go and have a sleep now he shake his head and go out I set on the sofa and start talking to marcous well he's not abad person I like him
I don't feel comfortable when I'm on this places .. well what you prefer.. just let's go have some hotdogs in the park .. really?.. yes but you know what just forget .. come on I know a place you might like .. what about the booking.. you feel uncomfortable right.. mhm.. then let the restaurant go to hell I laugh and we walk life become better in a week we become better in a week now I can say marcous is a good person and actually I admit that <I like him>he's kinda my best friend now kinda - ely come on .. marco I'm not getting in the car .. well taxi taxi take us to **** hotel I look at him .. don't be afraid it's close to there but it's not really famous so I shake my head in the taxi phone vibrate message from marco I look at him he was look at the window I open it [I won't touch you ely until you ask me you don't have to feel afraid by my side I will just save you never hurt you]I feel my heart start to melt god how things be that good my smile was enough but I text him back never?he look at me and said never I hold his hand he look at me and I pull my hand he hold it again and look at me with a smile I feel like everything become pink I mean it I swear everything become pink I pull my hand after a few minutes
This day was the best marco I mean it it's the best thank you really.. can I hold your hand?.. hah?..just one more time .. I shake my head and said one more time he hold me until we get to the car I stop taxi and wave goodbye to him he said don't fail in your test and laugh .. you just ruin the day and I laugh back I wave bye again and get in the taxi god I like him really

how was the test.. perfect lucy said he look at me I said for a minute I wish I stay home and study max said I told you and they laugh lucy said let's have ice-cream..I'm in .. no you're not you're coming with me..where?..ely just let's go.. ok.. sorry lucy you can go with max.. no I'm not going max said .. marco I will go have ice-cream with lucy and then I will met you down ok?.. ok - after we had the ice-cream lucy was want to spend some time outside I couldn't break her heart we go to the park i send a message to marcous [marco it will take another hour sorry:(]
then we go to the cinema [sorry marco just to finish this movie]at 10 I tell her I can't stay anymore I have to leave she start to cry and said that I know I'm asking you for alot but I don't have a friends and I just want to spend a day with someone not alone [sorry marco] he replied [just forget it lizely don't come]god he's disappointed now I'm sure we go back home lucy sleep but I don't I send messages [wake?]after 10 minutes [no]I laugh [I wasn't wanna break her heart]he replied [well you didn't] god he won't forgive me I will talk to him tomorrow
max max wait where's marco.. lizely he's living in my house  I don't know where the hell he is .. I shake my head - well I'm sorry and I leave him  text him[marco?where are you?]I get in the elevator it stop and alex get inside hey.. hi alex.. I didn't see you in the lap? Yeah we have a week off phone vibrate [going home why?] the elevator stop see you lizely.. see you I close the phone and go to the housing I want to sleep god my hair hurt moly call I answer yes moly wassup.. good actually perfect I just want to ask you if you can meet will?just one time please one.. wait who's will?and why I have to meet him?..Will is William lizely my crush... god and why I have to meet him?.. he has a crush on you and I talk to him like I'm you remember?..god fuck it moly why you do this things.. I know I know but god lizely he's my type he's perfect I mean it .. you said that about last 2 guys..well he's different.. also you said that.. god lizely just meet him I'm begging you.. ok ok .. thank you I love you- I go to sleep but the door knocking- hi lizely .. hey alex  come in are you ok?- he get inside-yeah I just want you to go somewhere with me .. oh alex I'm sorry I have plans tomorrow.. well next Tuesday?.. yes sure I will be there.. well can I get your number to you know .. yes sure - he pass me the phone and I save the number.. see you lizely.. see you - phone ringing I expect it's alex but this is marcous- hey where.. what the hell he's doing in your home lizely?..what?...come down now.. wait what's going on??..I said now.. I won't come if you don't tell me what's wrong.. that guy .. alex?.. fuck lizely fuck - I close the line the door knocking I open suddenly I'm on my knees on the floor and marcous holding my hair - leave me leave my hair marcous what's the hell are you doing?leave my hair.. why he was here.. leave my fucking hair leave me.. answer to me lizely answer.. he want to take me somewhere leave me now leave my hair -he leave my hair and leave the room - it's hurt god I won't leave him never- I run behind him he still by his car marcous I shout he turn I run to him and I hit him between his legs and he fall in his knees- is it hurt?well it's and I leave god how I hate him