22. his loving side.

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Shagun.

I was resting while thinking about Shubh, Something has happened to me, I'm melting into him it feels very magical when he is around me. I know I have a little crush on him, but now it's more than a crush, the way he treats me, the way he looks at me makes me forget about everything and all I can see is him.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath As my fearful thoughts begin to disturb my beautiful thoughts.
'love is pain shagun, you know it, so don't let yourself feel pain again.' I smile sadly. And said to myself.

" I would never do that, I wouldn't allow myself to feel for anyone again....." She said and opened her eyes.

Her eyes fell on her mangalsutra, she held it in her hand, a Small smile forward on her face. And she said.
"Shubh treats me well because.... He is precious, cause his mom has built his character like diamond" she said to herself and softly placed a kiss on mangalsutra.

Even though our marriage was started with a condition but atleast he never let me feel like I was his condition wife.... He's a best decision of my life and I make sure he will always happy.

her thoughts halted by knock on the door and she saw Shubh.

" let's go we arrived" shubh said while forwarding his eyebrows together as he trying to read shagun's face expression. " Everything is okay?" He asked.

"Hm, yes everything great let's go..." She said while pass the door. Shubh was still standing here. As he feel that something is going on his wife's mind. He took a sigh and went towards younger ones rest room. He saw Shagun was trying to wake them up but as usual they all were sleepyhead and asking for 5 more minutes.

"Bhabhi just 5 minutes more" aahir said sleepy.

"Please bhabhi" Isha said while hugging mahi.

"Bhabhi, only 2minutes more Naa" Soobin said cutely while sleeping.

Shagun smile on their cuteness. And nod at them and start collecting their stuffs.

Shubh went towards them and start caressing their heads gently while saying.

"Come on my gadha gang, wake up now" shubh said sweetly while caressing their heads and placed light kiss on their foreheads. Shagun let out small laugh as soon she heard the name he gives younger ones 'gadha gang'.

(Gadha gang - donkey team)

Suddenly Isha said. " Bhai, it's not a gadha gang, it is kanjoos gang" Isha said with her sleepy voice while hugging shubh.

Shubh softly smile and pick her in his arms and hold her in his arms like a baby. Then he said. "My little baby has grown up"

Isha cutely giggles in his arms.

"And this little baby has gained alot of weight" aahir said while getting up.

Now mahi and Soobin also wake-up and they let out a chuckle after hearing aahir.

"Bhai, see he's irritating me" Isha said to shubh with fake baby crying voice.

Shubh gaze at aahir and aahir rush towards shagun and hide behind her.

" I have my bhabhi" he said while showing Tongue to Isha. Shagun start giggle. Now Shubh was staring at Shagun as she was giggles with his siblings.

After few seconds of staring at her.
Shubh said. " Let's go" and they all left.

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Shagun.

After showering I entered in our sharing room while dry my hair with a towel. Suddenly my eyes went towards the bed and a smile appeared on my face, Shubh was sleeping peacefully while hugging the book close to his chest. I went towards the bed and took my phone from the dressing table and click some pictures of him and put it on my phone wallpaper.

I slowly removed book from his hold and put it on table and slowly cover him with blanket while staring at him lovely. He looked so cute while sleeping. He is different from others.. he's super cold but he is completely different with his family. Sometimes he acts cold and rude in front of his family but the love he has in his heart for them is always reflected in his eyes. The way he behave with Isha today made my fluttered because it's my very first time seeing his loving side.
I smile as my heart skip a beat, just thinking of his loving side. I don't know why but I just want to kiss him on his forehead and keep him safe with me from every evil eye..... Now I understand why grandma told me this "my grandson has been taking responsibilities since the age of 14, he became king to fulfill his grandfather's dying wish...I want you to make him feel that, how it feels when the right woman loved him." He lives his life just for the responsibilities that have been given to him since the age of 14, and he just wants to make his kingdom safe, strong, loving and powerful as his grandfather always wanted. And he built his kingdom as his grandfather wanted but he lost himself somewhere in all these responsibilities.

I took a deep breath.
After our marriage, I always noticed that he never smiles happily, he never eats properly, he is a hardworking man but he always works overtime and it is not healthy for him. I saw care and concern for him in his family's eyes but he always said, don't come between him and his work, it's his aura that no one can handle.
But I'm his wife, so I can.
I chuckle. And while looking at his beautiful face I start outlining his face features with my fingers while keeping a little distance, so that I don't disturb his beautiful sleep.

outlining shubh's nose and I feel his warm breath on my finger.
A dreamer smile appear on my face, I don't know why and what happening to me but I just want to be with him and only him. Suddenly my thoughts cut off as my finger just inches apart from his lips the beautiful cherry red lips my eyes just stayed there.
My throat went dry as suddenly shubh toss towards my side. I jump and stand up as fast as I can then I looked at him and I took a deep sigh after seeing him sleeping peacefully.

After calming myself, I ley down on the couch and was out like a light while looking at shubh.

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