~First Love~

~The Enemies~

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Vaidehi's pov
7th of April,
Sunday and my birthday wohooo !!!

Which is forgotten by everyone just like last year.
it's 3 p.m. right now so it's possible everyone will remember till evening...

I'm feeling as if I am the worst person ever existed from 3 days since I said all that shit to Dev.

He's hurt. And it's hurting me a lot.

Where the hell my brain was when I said those harsh words to him, I've lost many friends of mine before, but dev and I were never friends, we never had any bond or anything.

Who am I to say all that to him. He has changed, he distanced himself from everyone I do not know why it's hurting me deep in my heart.

But I want to talk to him, apologize about every word of mine, I want to tell him that I was wrong, I was wrong all the time about what he was, he was something he deserved to be, his friends whom I blabbered about atleast they admire him, unlike mine who do not even give a shit about my presence...

I mean...Nandani...does...maybe...

Today I'll apologize.

I've been noticing him He has changed a lot nowadays just because of me. My Harsh words specifically.

He does not talk to people, he's been ignoring me and the main thing which is hurting me are his eyes.

Those beautiful black eyes have swelled up, as if he has been crying...

I hurted a very sensitive part of his unintentionally, but...okay not buts, I hurted him, i don't know if he's crying because of me....but, yes what I said was wrong.

*We're alone in my room right now, and completing the designing part I sketched and we're colouring now...*

And it's the best time to say sorry to him, I know it will not fix anything but I've heard somewhere communication really helps a lot. At least I can gather a piece of him which is firmly broken.

"H-hey" I tried not to stammer

"What" he said emotionlessly
You called him a cold blooded animal, now what's wrong in him being that huh ? My brain mocked me.

"I-I w-want-ed to   lkabout sssomething" I stammered again,

"Whatt ??" he asked

"I wantedtotalkaboutsomething" I said in a one go. Ugh what are you doing.... c'mon it's just a simple apology.

"I'm listening" he said coldly, continuing his work.

Atleast look at me, please.

"Listen, Dev I'm sorry I'm really very very sorry, I never ever wanted to hurt you by my words, it was just.(I took a pause) Drishya said all that to nandani so I couldn't stop myself I'm-"

"You meant it, you meant every word vaidehi, do not try to hide your true intentions, I know you never liked me but it doesn't give you any right to say anything about my personal life, well not at all about whom I should be friends with and whom not, what my personality should be like and what not, if I have to be a cold blooded animal or a sensitive cute little witch, you're no one to tell me"  he said he was hurt very hurt.
What did you do vaid.

"I'm really sorry dev, I-a-I yes I meant it, I meant every single word of mine, I was in my senses, I admit but I never ever wanted to be this harsh dev, I'm really sorry dev, 'maaf kardo mujhe', please dev, you have started distancing yourself from people and it's just because of me. Please don't be upset like this, please forgive me Dev I swear I'll think thousands of times before saying anything, please forgive me dev, please stop ignoring me  and everyone dev, please be like you used to, Stop behaving this coldly I know you're being like this just because of me, I know I'm no one to tell you what you should do or what you should be like, trust me I never ever wanted to interfere in you're life, I-''
He cutts me in middle

"But you already did vaidehi" this time he looked straight in my eyes,

A lone tear fell from my eye,(hopefully he didn't notice) I felt as if my vocabulary forgot how to frame words all of a sudden, I could feel myself turning cold ultra level cold, my hands started shivering, I felt as if my heart broke, he was nothing just a stranger for me, but still I felt different towards him...

I have to do something about it,

Wait he can be sad because he and Ayushi breaked up but I never saw them in real 'love' or something, so how is it affecting him that much...

Ahhhh, communicate vaidehi, communicate**** i stood, up, and sat on the other side of the bench which was place at ground, and we were sitting there...

"I'm sorry dev, I'm really sorry-"

"Can you please SHUT UP and maintain distance please" he said almost shouted.

"You're being very rude..."

"Yep this is what I am like, remember 'cold blooded animal' that's how I am" he said

Again hurting me,

"I'm sorry dev" I said with tears in my eyes.

*Eye contacting with dev*

His gaze softened, and he suddenly stood up, looking away, and I wiped my tears too. He turned back, i stood up too. I felt him taking deep breaths, the room felt strangely silent,  only our breaths could be heard and also, faded noises of kids playing outside.

Then he started, His voice was calm now, he was trying to soothe me "Umm... listen, it's okay.... I forgive you, and you do not have to take everything on yourself whatever you said....said. and I'm not hurt, Not because of your words ofcourse."
 
His each and every word was showing how much he's been taking in his heart I wanted to ask him all the things I want to  take his every pain, I do not know but this is something in me I've always wanted, from my child hood I've only prayed to god to take everyone's pain, and this time the reason of someone's pain was me.

I am the reason of his pain...

"I've heard somewhere that 'the dwellness of negatives simply restrains it's power', share it...tell me who hurted you" I muttered, looking at him, resting my body on the railing, while he rested his body on the wall

"No, you do not need to hear anything, I just need some time and I'll be okay ??" he said,

"I get you that you need time, but promise me you're not gonna cry for any of that shit you're dealing with and ruin those beautiful eyes of yours"  I said without even thinking twice, mentally slapping my self for saying that.

"I hope you haven't developed feelings for your enemy !?" he said teasingly.

"you aren't my enemy " I said assuring.

"Ohh really, but you didn't answer my question till now !?"

"I'll answer it once you tell me what are you sad for"  I murmured. Trying to negotiate.

"Well, I do not know about you but I do have feelings for you, and that will always make you My biggest enemy "He said.

"Huhh ??? Whatt ??"  I asked not understanding what he's trying to say.

He smirked and started leaving...
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*Time skip*
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10:00 p.m.

A/n :- vaidehi's sitting in college library, crying.

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