~First Love~

~The Library~

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***Dev pov***

I was not left with any courage to look into her eyes those black olives which would drown my coldness.

I was being very rude to her, couldn't help it, I would accept each and every wound from anyone but her.

She unintentionally always healed me but this time, intentionally hurted me...

I took every single thing they gave whether it's bad or good still had a little hope...

But then.

C'mon dev why do you even expect...uhhh

But then, my gaze fall on her eyes, which damn, cried... I felt terrible, she didn't even said something wrong and I brought tears in her eyes, how will I confess to her...when she damn sensitive... I teared my gaze away from her, stood up and looked away... It was too much for me...no one ever really cared about me, if I cried, smiled or did anything...

My parents wanted me to be successful, when I took a drop, their hopes shattered and they stopped hoping from me...was I only this to them...

After then, I met Ayushi, I though we were good friends but then...she chose to take a different path, and real chills came to me when I saw drishya with her...

Talking about kanishk...he was there with me, maybe always...but he had his own friends, I could never become his life's part...

I was the mediocre...who was in need to be hugged by someone, I needed love..just a little, but no one tried to offer me, kanishk did, and I'm glad he did, but he too at times left me, I know the feeling of being alone, the coldness i developed, was something this world craves...

Yes, if you get cold, people try to chase you. I am no attention seeker, but I'm done being a comfort zone to people.

What do I do now ???
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I told her I'll look for the specific books which will explain more about the electric field which was something we both were confusing on for the project and made my way out after oozing her a little.
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After a while I went to college, going through empty corridors to the dancing area today was the final practice as senior paper's were gonna biggen after.
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*In Library*

I didn't know these people opened the library even at this time (9:30 at night) and on weekends.

It's Lil bit scary, here...

I was searching for an appropriate book for our project and then when my eyes saw a girl, sitting on a chair next to a big rectangular table her head slightly bowed looking at book trying to cover her face by hands from both the sides.

Wait she's VAIDEHI !!!

Now, I'm more scared of this place...
I went towards her, sat in front of her having a book in my hand I slidded it to her.

"Here, this will answer all our questions regarding project." I spoke gently. She didn't lift her gaze, simply took it and started flipping pages.

And after a while she murmured "hmmm"

"Is something wrong, vaidehi !?" I tried to act normal.

"No" she said without any emotion.

"Hey common tell me maybe I could help" I said almost showing how desperate I am to listen to her.

"Leave dev I just want some lone time" she said again without any emotion.

Then I saw the book she was reading, all wet, waittttt is she crying??? Again !?? But why!!??? I hope I'm talking to a human right now...