Joost And me

Time has really stopped

I don't want to open my eyes. I'm ashamed.
Something tells me I'm lying on a couch, but where? I really don't dare to investigate that.

I feel somewhat normal again, not very vague anymore and it is calm around me.
I hear footsteps walking towards me and suddenly a slightly heavier body sits down next to me.
I get a hand on my forehead and it feels like my mother is worried about me.

And then it comes.
I do something incredibly stupid, even stupider than taking two pills in a short period of time.

I start laughing and I immediately feel the person pull their hand away from my forehead.

"Why are you laughing, do you really think this is funny?" I hear.
This voice scares me to death and I immediately stop laughing. I carefully open one eye, afraid of what I will see.

I am in shock, TOTALLY IN SHOCK.

"Open both your eyes, nothing exciting to see here," he says with the most beautiful smile there is.

His teeth are like gum, they are so white and beautiful.
He has a soft appearance, a look that you immediately fall in love with. His hands are as big as my head and through the white shirt he is wearing you can clearly see his arm muscles.

I'm still in shock, Joost asks me:

"Are you okay again?"

I sit up and get out from under the blanket, I see that I am only wearing underwear and quickly pull the blanket over me again.
Joost clearly sees that I'm scared because I'm only wearing underwear. He starts laughing and opens his mouth, lets it close again and then forms puppy eyes.

"It was the work of your best friend, she undressed you because you were so hot"

"Oh.. you mean Mia?"

"I have no idea what your girlfriend's name is" He said a bit bluntly.

"Was she wearing a white dress?"

"Yes. White dress and blonde hair, but she went home."

"Oh, what time is it anyway, how long have I been here?"

He looks at his phone and lets out a soft hmm:
"Hmm, do you really want to know?"

"Yes of course"

"You've been here for seven o'clock, it's now four o'clock at night."

"Four o'clock at night?? I wrapped the blanket around me and was actually planning to go home. Immediately. I got up with the blanket around me and Joost looked at me.

Then I stood on the blanket itself while I was walking. I just tripped over the blanket and fell to the floor, I heard Joost laughing very loudly.
Also because part of the blanket no longer covered my body, so there I was, in a thong and a bra on the floor in front of Joost Klein. For Joost, yes

He looked at me for a moment and then put his hands over his eyes. Great, I started to blush...
I quickly wrapped the blanket around me again and stood up.

"You didn't see this" I said with a smile on my face and an extended finger towards him.

"Can I watch again?" He whispered the words and removed his hands from his eyes.
"Yes, you can look again." I say with an embarrassed undertone in my voice.

"Joost, can I have my clothes back, then I can go home"

"What do you mean, home?"
"I just want to go home, I don't know where I am and my head is still spinning from all the things that happened."

"No.."
"What do you mean no?" I walk a little further into the room and I notice that there are all kinds of photos. It looks like a perfectly normal living room.

"I do not want you to go"
"Why not? I do not even know you"

"Maybe that's what I like, that you don't know me and I don't know you." He lets his tongue slide over his lips and shows a small smile.

"No, sorry, I'm really going home"

He takes a step towards me... and another step... I count the steps until he's in front of my face. 3 in total..

"I don't want you to go" He grabs a strand of brown hair that is in front of my eyes and pushes it behind my ear.
He lifts my chin with his finger and he makes sure our eyes meet.

I can't help it and put my hand on his side, my blanket can no longer hold on in my hands, so the blanket is half around my body. I feel my heart pounding in my throat and my knees shaking.

He slides his hand through my neck so that his hand ends up in my hair. He leans close to my ear and whispers in my ear:

"Please don't leave yet"