अहंकारीlove

"I want to marry Rudra"

Rudra has left for Tara's house while she's unaware about this whole situation.

Rajput house
"What a weirdo"? I murmured "what does she think of herself ? Queen? God i hate her so much!" I said to myself "what are you murmuring, are you out of your senses?" Simran asked barging into my room. "Nothing, i just met zoya today!" I replied "wait? Zoya? Rudra's ex?" She asked "not ex! His current!" I replied "he's still dating? Aren't you guys engaged? What is this?" She asked pointing towards those letters. "Ahhh.. those are the love letters of Rudra and zoya!" I said hahahaha she laughed "so, you bought there love letters here?" She asked again i was already pissed of and simran's presence clearly isn't helping me out "shut up yaar! Don't laugh what do i do with these?" I yelled "chal read karte hai" she opened the envelope. I wasn't sure about reading it in the first place but then i was also curious about it that we sat down removing all of them and reading them out loud while giggling and laughing our heart out. "Yeh dekh kya likha hai bro 'kitna pyar hai mujhe tumse shabdo mein bayaan kaise mein karu likhdu diwaaro pe tera naam phir chaahe jiyu ya maru' hahahaha who writes such things" simran giggles " par ab shaadi hori hai meri or yeh sab things affect karne lagi shaadi ko toh? I asked simran "nahi hoga i think he's mature enough to handle things before your marriage and waise bhi yeh shaadi nahi samjhota hai Tara!" simran said " wait tu usse abhi pasand toh nahi karti na? Because feelings Jitni involved hongi tujhe utni hi problem badhegi" she asked.  " kisko pasand karti hai?" Chote papa interrupted While doing all this we didn't realised that door of our room was still open and my chote papa is bit strict when it come to topics like boyfriends and stuff unfortunately he heard us talking about Rudra but he couldn't understand that it was not about me it was all about Rudra. "Kisi ko bhi toh nahi" simran hesitated "yeh sab letters sab baatein sab sun chuka hoon mein Tara this is not done" he shouted "chote papa aap meri baat toh suno" i trembled he stood me up holding my arm and pulled me sharply out of the room "bhaisaab where are you?" He shouted " papa rook jao Tara has done nothing" simran was  continuously shouting as soon as he took me out of the room simran stopped for a second following her eyes i peeped downstairs to see the living room and i saw a guy who was straight looking at me. As i focused my eyes he was no one else but Rudra Raisighani i don't know how does he manage to find me in this kind of situations eveytime. But my chote papa doesn't stopped there he pulled me all the way downstairs "bhaisaab aapki ladki kisi or se pyaar karti hai abhi iski poori prem kahani sun kar ara hoon" he shouted. Dad looked at me disappointingly "kya sunra hoon mein yeh sab Tara" he asked "isse kya puchre ho bhaisab mein batata hoon isliye isse Rudra se shaadi nahi karni thi yeh kisi or se pyar karti hai iska affair chalra hai!" Chote papa screamed "papa i can never disobey you and you know that trust me" i said while sobbing "uncle, wait aap Tara ko bolne ka mauka toh do" Rudra intrigued "toh dekho Rudra ki aankho mein or bolo ki kya sach hai" chote papa said pushing me towards him. I knew the truth but how can i say it infront of my family it was Rudra's secret his life will be miserable if i told the truth to everyone i had no choice but to say what i thought is right. Chote papa was constantly pushing me towards him at this point all i could see his eyes. He was acting all tough but i could notice his expressions he was holding his breath his clenched his fist, his sweaty forehead was visible from miles away. I closed my eyes for a second. I pulled all my thoughts together "i was talking about Rudra Raisighani chote papa" I murmured "he was the one who wrote me those letters, he was the one i want to marry with" "i want to marry Rudra" i said. Chote papa loosen up his arms which was tightly wrapped till now i could not able to hold the eye contact with Rudra while his eyes were constantly on me he sighed there was nothing else to say. My tears were falling down thinking about how selfish decision i have made. Till now Rudra wasn't okay with the marriage but i think after this he will hate me forever. As i move backward "Tara wait, why are you crying?" He asked holding me by my arm in a very subtle way. "Tara speak yaar tumne kuch nahi kiya infact you have saved me". He assured "Rudra" I fumbled "calm down i need to go everything is fine, uncle please allow me to go and sorry for the misunderstanding". Rudra said "but beta tumne bataya hi nahi tum aaye kyu they?" Papa asked "bus yu hi". He said while leaving.
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Rudra's pov - i opened the door of the car finally sat down for a moment calm myself down a bit not gonna lie seeing Tara cry pierced me from within. I couldn't bare watching her cry. Her hazel grey eyes turned into deep red. I couldn't control myself from touching her. My palms were shaking from the pain because i clenched my fist little too hard to control myself from telling everyone to shut up. I hate her because i know being with me is not easy and still she's choosing me every single time.