Am I allowed to cry?

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Third Person POV

Taylor Swift walked through the grand entrance of the Rosewood Hotel, her eyes scanned the room, looking for her friends. 

"Tay?"

Taylor spun around, only to be greeted by the breathtaking yet terrifying electric green eyes of Harry Styles. Seeing Harry and his annoyingly handsome features caused a wave of sadness and nostalgia to engulf Taylor's emotions. 

"Harry," she acknowledged the renowned singer by simply nodding, a forced smile plastered on her face.

Despite her desperate efforts, Taylor was unable to read the emotions swirling in the Harry's eyes. A now foreign ability which she had once mastered. 

Taylor's thoughts were interrupted as she was embraced by Selena, Ariana and Camila. 

"Hey guys!" exclaimed Taylor, "Where is everyone else?"

"Everybody is at our table. Come let's go inside," replied Ariana.

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"Let's just get this over with, my wife is waiting for me at home. I have something - " started Justin, only to be interrupted by Selena.

"Shut up Justin. We don't want to know nor do we care about your personal life." 

"Oooh! I sense jealousy in the air," retorted Justin.

"Anyways, moving on," started Ariana, trying to damper the tension in the air, "let's play 'Never Have I Ever'."

"Like a bunch of high school kids?" Zayn remarked.

"Never Have I Ever been jealous of a Super Bowl Champion?" asked Lana, a smirk playing on her lips as she glared at Harry, expectantly.

Taylor's face was a shade of crimson. All she wanted to do was go underneath the table to avoid the awkwardness that was about to ensue. 

However, a part of her almost wanted Harry to be jealous of Travis Kelce. She was deeply ashamed of that feeling. It felt as though she was betraying Travis. She tried to convince herself that the feeling was inevitable and natural. On the contrary, she felt like a high school teenager.

"What?" retorted Harry as he became consciously aware of the numerous pair of eyes that were staring at him, almost as though they were trying to read his mind. 

"You aren't jealous of Travis?" asked Selena.

"No! I respect Taylor, Travis and their relationship. Moreover, I respect my own relationship with Taylor Russell and am elated that I finally found someone who isn't a part of the songwriting industry. I am more than happy that I can finally live a kind of normal, natural life with Taylor Russell, without the paparazzi constantly following us and speculating the strength of our relationship. While I might never live a perfectly normal life, this is better than nothing.  With Taylor Swift, I would never get the privacy that I have always wanted. So no, I am not jealous of Travis Kelce nor do I feel anything for Taylor Swift!" exclaimed Harry, almost screaming. He ran his finger through his hair in anger. It took him a moment to realize and register what he had said. However, when he did, a deep wave of regret engulfed his emotions. His eyes widened as he glanced at Taylor.

Harry's speech silenced the entire room. Taylor felt her eyes brimming with tears. Did that relationship mean nothing to Harry? Was she that insignificant in his life?

These thoughts made her feel like a downright criminal. She had to accept that the relationship was over. Taylor felt as though she was causing a scene. She felt that she was making everything about her, perceiving the speech to be like an insult to their relationship. A beautiful relationship that she treasured, but he didn't. This made her furious.

She was ashamed to cry in front of everyone. She cleared her throat.

"Uh, I need to be excused," she stated as she walked out of the room.

"Tay, wait!" 

She heard Harry call after her but she did not stop walking. She walked as fast as her legs would carry her, wanting to get out of the room and find peace, tranquility, happiness. She wanted to forget Harry, forget her feelings. 

She wanted to just cuddle with her cats at home, with no worry about Harry or more importantly, Travis

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HI!!!!!!!!!

SO, I know the chapter is SHORT but it is a very important. Now, one of the reason I had to cut it short is because I need to know:

-Haylor (Harry and Taylor) or Tayvis (Travis and Taylor)

Only once I get your opinions and thoughts about the relationships can I frame the next few chapters. 

Hope you liked this chapter. Poor Tay!!

The next chapter will not be as exciting. (The next 2 chapter will most probably be out by Monday)

It will simply be a filler till I decide which relationship I want to pursue in this story.

THANK YOU!!!
             


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