Alice pov:
"I'm an awkward type, don't talk to a lot of people, so it's not your fault this trying to make a conversation thing doesn't work" I said in Korean, his expressions are like my brother, easy to read. "Wait that's exactly what I was thinking about, are you a mind reader or something?" He laughed and I laughed back he is so cute it's unbelievable. "No your face is as easy to read as my brother, he doesn't tell me things if I don't take the initiative" I reply, Minho already knows about my brother, it's better to spill the tea in the beginning.
That's when his phone rang, he mumbled a fuck in English when he took out his phone.
"Is it the others?" I asked, he had been getting many massages, he was probably busy working.
"Yeah, I'm supposed to have dance training now, what about I get your number and take you out to eat lunch?" He asked. I was unsure if I gave him my number it would be a commitment, I wouldn't be able to run.
It's not like i can when I have my brother breathing on my neck and them in the same building, and now they know about Katjas bar
Ok number is ok but lunch? I don't necessarily hate the canteen but I don't like the looks, not many know I have a hearing problem but the people that I work with do and they mostly have lunch at the same time.
"Number sure, but I brought lunch with me, I don't like the cafeteria here" I replied, I can't hide now.
"We can still eat lunch together, you name the place and I will shove up with my own food" he stretch his phone towards me and I take it. I put my number in his phone and send myself a message so I would have his number to. "sure I will text you the place. You can take the pervert with you if you want to" that may have not been the most obvious, why the fuck did I say pervert, what will he think about me now? "Pervert?" Of course he didn't know who I was talking about, fucker what's wrong with you?
"Minho, I want to talk to him" I say and I do, which pervert claimed my brother's ass, disgusting. I looked down and sent him a text.
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Inni:
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H-143
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"That's my room number you can come to my studio and eat, I don't leave my cave that often" I say as I begin to walk past him. I hear him getting a new message and turning towards me, don't ask how I know my back is facing him after all, but I just feel it, a lingering feeling. "I think the others are getting impatient"
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When I enter the elevator I relisted a breath I didn't know I was holding, my hands were shaking, fuck my body, memories never dissipare even if I want them to. I was getting another flash back. I tried to breathe, this was not something I needed now. I pulled up my phone and diald Alex's number. The phone was ringing the door opened and I walked shakingly to my studio.
Why is it so far. PICK UP THE DAMN PHONE.
"FUCK" I reached the studio and entered. "Pick up, pick up, pick up" I mumbled in korean still struggling to breathe, still as shaky if not more.
That annoying sound.
The phone was ringing, "come on" I said in distress now switching to Norwegian. He picked up.
"Help" that's the only thing I was able to say before I collapsed on the floor, too tired to keep up the walls in my mind.
Flash back-
Slap. That's the only thing I heard, I was on the floor, I didn't register what just happened.
He slapped me
He was yelling, I couldn't hear him, my hearing aid fell out.
"What the fuck are you doing, she's your fucking daughter" My brother Alex yelled. He bowed down and gripped my shoulders, like trying to check if I'm ok.
That's probably what he is doing
I thought. He yelled again, the same guy I trusted my life with, the same guy I believed to be my dad.
Alex put my hearing aid in again, he probably saw it fel out.
"For fuck sake, you can't be for real" my brother said beginning in English and ending Norwegian.
"It's not ok, it's against every low" her piping voice said hugging the man who just slapped me and said something fucked up about me. she was hiding behind him as if we were gonna hurt her and her prescious baby in her belly.
" WHAT FUCKING LOW ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT" Alex yelled back. I still can't register it all, he slapped me?
"DONT YELL AT ME, baby don't you see what they do, they are harming me and our baby, they are yelling at me and blaming me" she yelled at Alex and cried into his arm.
"Blaming her?" I ask Alex in a low voice. How are we blaming her?
"Alexander don't talk to you mother that way, she is caring you little sibling after all" my 'dad' told Alex.
"She is not my mother"
"She is not my mother" we said in union, I in russiand and a low voice and Alex in Norwegian, rather loud. I don't think they heard me because she didn't look at me, if she had heard she would have looked at me with her fake sad, hurt look.
My brother continued. "Our mother is dead, and that woman who is hugging you as if she is the most valuable thing in the world is far from a mother, I feel bad for the child you are expecting" he was calm. Even if he snapped a moment ago, he was calm now. How? I tuged his arm.
"Quit it, please" I begged him in Russian I didn't want this, he took my arm and dragged me up on my own two feet. "Babe, see they hate me" she vines, got was she annoying.
"You know what, if you two can't respect your mother, you can get the hell out of here. I gave you two so many chances but you still thruw them away"
No, no no no no. He can't mean this, we are his kids. We are family. We are KIDS!
I looked at him with pleading eyes.
"You can't mean this" I begged I was finally here, in the moment, the tears were running down my face.
No reaction.
"We are KIDS, we are your kids, you can't mean it. We can't survive." I looked him in the eyes begging for a reaction, one glimt of regret about what he just said, a glimt of love, the one that had been there when I first played the piano, the glimt of love when all of us three baked a pie for school because of a stupid homework. The glimt of love that sparked inside of him when we talked Russian and he played angry since he didn't understand him. The dad that we gru up with.
But he was gone, no reaction no love nothing, no dad.
"YOU CANT CHOOSE THIS WOMAN OVER US. YOU CANT!" I yelled at him crying. Begging.
If Alex hadn't been there holding me up, I would have been on the floor crawling.
"THAT WOMAN IS MY WIFE, AND SHE IS CARRYING MY CHILD WITH FUCKING CONSENT. NOW GET THE FUCK OUT." He yelled at me. He freaking yelled at me, his princess.
End of flashback-
At the end of my flashbacks I began hearing Alex's voice, telling me to come to him, to remember it's just a memory. When I woke up I was in his arms, crying, while he was stroking my hair.
################################ ok so I would call this a panick attack, become it's not, it's like a memory flash, I know it does exist something similar just you just see it in flash. This is like that just with a bit of spise. I haven't hade a panick attack but I don't think it is like this so that's why I said it's not a panick attack, but just think about it as you want.
I do promise cuddles and alle the cute stuff in the book and I will try to not make it so self-centered. But yeah need some background.
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