Runaway Return

chapter three

Luca

She just feels the need to disobey me everytime, you would think she would of learned by now. Im not just going to shut my eyes and let her run with my child. I grab my glass of liqour leaving my office heading up to our bedroom. Not even knocking the door i enter, my anger is still high i dont know how ive not lost complete control at any point. She should be punished but at this moment in time i think ive punished her enough for now. Deciding for now i need to cool down a bit, a shower will hopefully help for now. With that i leave my glass on the bedside table heading into the en suite, letting the last few twenty four hours brush past like it never happened.

I welcome the fresh coolness of the shower onto my skin, trying to brun all the anger away. I just dont understand how the women brain works. I need to keep this mute as possible for now if my mother finds out she might just actually kill Merisela. It wouldnt be the first time she has found her incomptent of being a great mother or wife for that fact.

I feel like im going to have to hide my wife away from the world even more now, she a danger to herself and everyone else around her. Children included in that, becoming a weakness to me and everyone else in this family. Trying to push everything aside its really not helping. I drag my thoughts away from her just for five minutes i need to concerate on myself for once and where im going adjust these alliances.

Marisela

I attempt to stretch my body, my limbs feel really aching. To achy in that fact. I open my eyes taking my surroundings in noticing im in HIS bedroom, i havent been in this bedroom for so long. Im so confused to why the hell im in this bedroom, with that i try to sit myself up leaning towards the edge of the bed, i need to get out of this bed and bedroom as soon as possible i hate being in his comapny at most times and i do not want to be near him right now. As i turn my legs and to tap my feet onto the cold marble floor, i get a sudden jolt of pain shooting up from my hip right down to my foot.

It all comes back to me. He shot me again, he bloody shot me once again, just because i wanted to leave the mansion with Larisa, he had warned me i had five seonds to turn back to him and return of course i deicded against it. I decide to move myself around a little as best i could the pain was awful worse than ive ever exiprenced before. Lifting my slik night gown up which im guessing he changed me into. I notice a large wound on my right hip, he shot me in the bloody hip. The arsehole of a man, he could of fucked my moblity up complety. Hes probably so happy with himself trapping me once again, having his own way having full control of me once again,  it's not like I've ever had freedom thinking about it to be honest. One bloody day i will get away from this evil vile human being. I'm so determined.

"Oh i see youre finally awake. Its taken you long enough."

The audacity of this man. To think its ok to shoot the mother of his children and his wife. All because i needed some time away from that golded fucking cage he keeps me in constantly. This man makes me so bloody angry i just want to kill him. My blood is fucking boiling.

"What the hell have you done to me this time Luca? Hope youre feeling fucking proud of yourself. Have to give it to you though great aim."

The sarcasm is dripping off my words.

He walks much closer to me now, like im his prey. Ready to attack...

"Wouldnt of had to if you just listened to me, but you struggle with that dont you?"

"Struggle? I just want a little bit of normality. You get to leave this mansion whenever you want to without having to ask for premisson from anyone. Me? no im not allowed to do such a thing. Just caged up in your fucking masnion twenty four seven. Cant you see where i am coming from?"

I take a long arse sigh. I know full well he wont listen to a word i just said but sometimes it just feels good to speak about it. To get it off my chest, i need to. Keeping everything bottled up inside would only just send me insane. Which I think I'm half way there already to be honest...

"I warned you time and time again how dangerous it is out there for you. You cant just run around as a free women! Im loosing it with you i really am. If my Mother asks im going to have to tell her, you know what she is like. She will come down hard on you, i don't want that, neither do you, i know that full well. Just behave for fucking once."

Behave, did he just tell me to behave myself after all weve been through what hes put me through he must be having my life surely. More he goes on about me behaving and the way he is constantly treating me lately is giving me more and more motivation to just run away and never turn back. Right now if that means leaving my children behind then i might just have to do that.