Runaway Return

chapter five

Marisela

I will not let this man touch me even if its the last thing on earth. His face, his looks his hair. Everything about this man right now is making my blood boil so bad, i want to run, well lets be honest thats all ive ever wanted to do. Never being successful obviously... So many thoughts go through my head daily. Trying to come out of my thoughts and back into the room i must admit its a very big struggle of mine. My thoughts always win half of the time i wont lie to you all. With just that i brave it opening my eyes staring at the monster that is my husband Luca.

I can feel his dark energy rolling off of him as he stands right infront of me. I would love to punch this man in the balls. Of course i wouldnt get away with that though. He leans into me caressing my hair slowly tucking my hair behind my ear. Trying to be gentle i dont know what for because we all know that he isnt a gentle man at all hes the complete other way putting it kindly.

"Marisela, my darling. Are you going to choose to play nice? The doctor is here to check your wound and dressing. Im sure you can behave for this cant you?"

I want to refuse. Of course i wont. With just that i turn my head to look around the bathroom. Its like im looking for an escape room knowing full well there wont be one. I glance back at my husband and slowly nod my head. Im agreeing with him for once because i know im in pain and if i dont get this checked or re dressed its most likely to get infected. Right now i cant deal with that on top of everything.

Within seconds Luca has lifted my night gown up once again, showing my now hedgehog legs because damn they need a good shave, wax whatever i can get hold of right now. I think we can all relate to this weve all been there at some point or more than once for that matter if im being totally honest. See once again ive flown away with my thoughts. I can feel the doctor touching my right hip, its a little tender but nothing compared to have it has been feeling.

I glance over to Luca noticing hes got his eyes burning at me, all of a sudden i go really shy. I dont know if its the fact ive got my hairy legs out, or i just feel completely embrassed at this whole sititution.

"Looks like were all done here for now. Ive removed all the stitches, cleaned the area applying a small dressing for now. I dont think i will be needed anymore regarding this wound."

You would of thought the doctor was speaking to me, about MY wound, you guessed right he was talking to my husband about me as if im a silly little child once again.

"Thank you."

I manged to whisper out. I dont even know i even spoke them words, maybe its because i knew he was talking about my body, my wounds. Still i said it, with that i jumped down off the bathroom side heading into the main bedroom with full determention that i was going to get a shower and dressed today. With this stuck in my mind i was on route to do just that. I want to see my children.

Marnie, Alba and Larisa my babies.

I head into the closet grabbing the most comfortable clothes that he lets me own, which of course is jeans pairing it with a beige top. I with he would let me have some comfortable clothes like joggers a hoodie, you get the idea.

I run to the bathroom making sure to lock the door behind me, i do not want to be disturb in the slightest. Also noticing Luca is nowhere in sight when i leave the closet i know its my best chance to do so. I spent the next thirty minutes or so in the shower cleaning every part of me. Once im finished i decide to apply my body lotion. The smoothness of my skin makes me smile, yes its the little things in life for me at this moment in time. I finally mange to get myself dressed doing all the other bits in between feeling so much brighter and better in myself.

I walk myself to the bathroom door unlocking it quickly forgetting any of the bad thoughts that was going around in my head from earlier. Being happy should be the only thing i should ever feel in my life. Im determinded to go find my girls and make the most of it. Stuck in my mind once again, i fly out of the bedroom down the stairs in look for my children. Just then i notice them sitting in the sitting area looking lost which confuses me. Marnie spots me first as she goes to get up to run to me shes suddenly stopped. To quick for my own brain to process the door slams shut. Im pushed back again a wall jolting my whole body, i could cry.  My hip jolts a long with the pain. My brain goes blank once again. Ive become such a shy timid little women it makes my blood really boil.

"Who the fuck said you could leave our room?"

No one i want to say, but i cant get the words to leave my lips or even to slide from my brain right now. I want to scream so bad. Something is stopping me from doing so.

" We back to the silent treatment again are we? How many times do i have to tell you. When i decide you will see them children is when you will see them children... Do i make myself perfectly clear to you?"

Just breath. Hmm...

"My children, my girls, my babies. The children i carried for the whole nine months of my life, the children i brought into this world. The children you forced me to have. The children you despise so much because theyre not boys. The children that came from me because you shagged me like i was a breeding fucking animal instead of a human? THEM CHILDREN."

I GASP.

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