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TW: self harm

His voice catches me off guard, it was deep and sent shivers down my spine and not good ones "yes" i say honestly and he chuckles as he looks down at me, i still stare at the ground because im afraid to meet his eyes.

"Look at me, now" he says but i shake my head earning a low growl from him as he grabs my chin and forces me to look up at him, even as i try to fight with him he hold onto my chin tightly.

"you look...different" he says and i shake my head "well you did bully me for years and called me fat" i say and he smiles, he fucking smiles "i did you a favor" he says and i glare at him "let me go" i whisper and he chuckles as he let's go off my chin.

his grip tightens on my arm to the point were it hurts and i hiss in pain "Ezra" i whine as i try to force his hand off of me but it dosent budge he just smirks and tightens his grip, i squirm under him and even push my body to his to try and force him off but he dosent move.

"Ezra please" i beg and he finally lets go making me fall backwards into a wet puddle and everyone starts laughing at me, tears for in my eyes as i pick up my stuff and walk away from them and back to the school.

when i reach the school i look for a bathroom and when i spot one i run inside and lock myself inside the big stall, i cant believe this, Ezra is here and is bullying me again but this time his hits hurt more because hes stronger.

i look down at my phone as i take off the phone case and grab the pencil sharpener blade from inside of it, i stare down at the blade as tears fill my vision and i frown as i lift up my hoodie sleeve and send a sharp cut against my wrist.

i dont even hiss at the pain because it dosent even hurt anymore at this point it just stings a little bit, i dont stop though i just keep cutting in different places until my arm is technically bleeding out.

after a hour or so i stand up and wash off my arm in the sink and wrap it some bandages that i always keep in my bag, i just want to go home but i cant miss my first day of senior year, when i look in the mirror i see my eyes are puffy and red and it looks like i havent slept in years.

i sigh as i wipe my eyes and fix myself before walking out of the bathroom and towards my first class, when i walk in everyone looks at me and i look around to see him staring at me with a smirk, why is he everywhere.

"sorry, i got lost" i tell the teacher as i try to find a seat but the only seat left is next to Ezra "please hurry and have a seat" the teacher says as i stand there looking for any other available seat.

i sigh as I dont find another seat and start slowly walking up to the seat next to him, when i sit down everyone looks away from me except for Ezra who just stares at me with a glare and i almost shed a tear.

"if you didnt have a ugly face i would smash" he says and i slowly turn my head towards him and he silently laughs "leave me alone, Ezra" i whisper and his whole face hardens as he stares at me.

"what did you just say" he asks his voice more deeper then usual "N-Nothing" i say looking away from him and towards the class.

I can technically feel the smile on his face as they class ends and everyone starts packing there things fastly, I grab my backpack and throw it over my shoulder as I try to run away from him knowing he is going to try to hurt me.

When I walk into the hallway I feel a hand pull me by my backpack and into a classroom, when I look up expecting to see Ezra my face falls when I see a different boy.

This boy had blonde hair and blue eyes, he had a dimple on both of his cheeks and his smile was pearly white.

"W-who are you" i say as I look up at him, he is pretty tall atleast 6'3, he smile down at me as he looks at me "Aiden, and your just really pretty" he says.

I look at him a little confused and he smiles again making his dimples pop out again "after school, would you like to come some where with me?" He asks and I pause, maybe I should I mean I don't have any friends anyway.

"Where?" I ask with a smile "well we could go to a party, or I could take it your to dinner" he says and I smile "I like the second idea" I say and he smiles shaking his head.

"Yeah me to" he says making both of us laugh as he opens the door and we both walk out to the busy hall "what's the class you have now?" He asks looking down at me as we continue walking.

"History" I say and he smiles "same, I have a empty seat next to me if you want to you know..sit by me" he says as he scratches the back of his head and I smile.

"Of course, I would love to" I say and he smiles at me as we walk inside of the classroom, everyone turns the attention to us but I ignore them as I sit down.

When I look up I meet Ezra's eyes first, why is he everywhere? He smirks then he eyes Aiden and his smirk grows.

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