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Ezra

(Song: war of hearts, by ruelle)

my body froze when i saw her mother but my body ached when she pushed me away and told me not to touch her, i dont know where she ran off to but i can take a guess and its probably a food place, raising canes.

she needs me, she might not know it but she needs me, she needs comfort, she needs reassurance, and she needs me.

leaving her house and getting inside my car i speed off to the closest raising canes.

if she wasnt here i didn't know what i was supposed to do, shes going through alot with her mother faking her death, i knew she blamed herself for her mother's death and her mother coming back made her whole life a lie, Valentina is an overthinker. she is probably blaming this whole thing on herself or calling herself stupid because she 'should have known', but she shouldn't have.

her mother has only brought her hurt.

pulling into the parking lot i see her through the window wiping her tears and staring down at her phone case, sighing i get out of my car and run inside of the small building, as the bell rings she looks up with bloodshot eyes and tears streaming her face.

slowly, i walk over to her table sliding into the booth beside her, she stares at me before wrapping her arms around my waist and hugging me tightly, hugging me as if i would disappear and never come back for her.

"im so stupid, i should have known" she cries into my chest, i run my hand down her soft silky hair "your not stupid, princess, how would you know that" i whisper kissing her head "it was a closed casket" she sighs angrily.

"that doesn't mean anything, even if she was truly dead maybe she would have wanted a closed casket"  i reassure her, "you blamed yourself for her death but that wasn't your fault either" She looks up at me, her eyes carrying a hint of guilt.

"why are you suddenly nice to me" she asks, "was i a bet" she yells backing away from me, i furrow my eyebrows "was i someone you just wanted to play around with, am i one of your new toys, you don't actually care for me, Ezra" she shouts making people turn their attention towards us.

she stands up, grabs her stuff and walks off, I jump up following behind her as she runs out the building to her car, i didnt even realize it was raining until i feel the hard rain peddles falling onto me.

"Valentina!" i shout grabbing her arm and forcing her to turn to me "don't fuckin touch me" my body freezes and i feel a sting in my chest "your spirling, val" I mutter stepping closer to her "you dont have to act anymore Ezra, i never want to speak to you again" and with that she turns around and runs to her car, when she gets inside she speeds off.

I turn to walk to my car but I freeze.

and thats when i see a huge fire and hear horns honking.

"fuck" i yell as i begin running to the scene, my body hurts,  everything hurts, what if shes dead, once i reach her car i can see half of it is on fire, i grab ahold of the drivers door and open it dragging her body out.

shes not breathing.

"wake up, princess" i beg as i start performing CPR, the ambulance sirens could be heard from down the road but I didn't stop I kept going.

Connecting my lips to hers and breathing in until the cops attempted to drag me off of her but I pushed them away.

"The ambulance need to get her, kid" the cop yelled trying to pull me off and this time I let him, the ambulance grab an Ambu bag to help her breath.

"Shes breathing" he shouts and I blow out a sigh of relief , they grab her limp body and put her inside the ambulance before walking over to me.

"If you weren't performing CPR before we got here she would have been gone" he tells me patting my shoulder.

"Is she going to be okay" I ask and he sighs "I don't know yet but we need you to come with us to the hospital, we have some questions" he speaks and I nod running over to the back of the ambulance and getting inside and sitting next to her.

"Hey" I say grabbing ahold of her hand and laying my head down on her arm "you probably can't hear me but, I'm so sorry" tears form in my eyes but I push them back.

"It's my fault, I followed after you and I got you worked up and you crashed and almost set to flame" I pause "and this made me realize that in the problem" sighing I wait until the ambulance comes to a halt and they take her to a room and me inside.

"Do you know what happened?" The cop asks me, I sigh "we got into an argument and she drove off angry and crashed" the cop nodded patting my shoulder again.

"If you have any further questions the doctors will talk to you, her father had been alerted and will be here as soon as he can, have a nice night kid" and with that the cop walks away leaving me there with tears in my eye shut I don't dare let them fall.

When I look at the door to the hospital I see her father run inside with tears in his eyes, When he sees me he glares "what did you do" he shouts pushing me backwards.

"I'm sorry," I whisper grabbing my things from the chair and looking down at the ground "please, just tell her I'm sorry and I love her" and with that I look at him one more time and walk slowly out of the hospital.

I can't help but love her, even though I try not to, her smile, her laugh, her hair, her eyes, the way she eats her food, her always side eyeing me when I piss her off.

Her smell, she smells like vanilla and it always made me happy when I would smell her walking around in the hallways or my own house.

But now, I have to leave her alone.

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Hey guys, I'm sorry!!

This chapter what's kinda rushed so it's poorly written.

Byeee.

Mwah!