SHIELD ME (ShubmanGill×IshanKishan)

Ch 10

TW : SA

During the whole week, Ishan was finally starting to get used to being without his alpha. He still missed him at times, and longed to be in his arms, but it was much easier now to cope with being without him. Especially with Mayank keeping him busy. They even went out for dinner sometimes too.

Kevin, Mayank's dog, was even starting to get used to Ishan. He wouldn't bark at him anymore. Right now, he was curled up in Ishan's lap, while he petted his soft fur.

The omega was happy. Tomorrow, he will be with his alpha again. His heat will be ending tomorrow. His scent wasn't as strong as it was at the beginning of this week. He couldn't wait to feel his alpha's warm arms around him again.

The next day, Abhishek drove Ishan back to Shubman's place. The whole time, Ishan had his head sticking out the window. "Are we almost there?" Ishan asked, starting to get fidgety in his seat.

"We're almost there. Just calm down, Ishan. You'll be with your alpha very soon," Mayank said, smiling at him.

Soon they arrived at the house, Shubman standing outside waiting for them. Once the vehicle was parked, Ishan opened the door, getting out. He ran towards his alpha, jumping into his arms. "Shubman!"

"Ishan." Shubman wrapped his arms tightly around him, happy to finally have his mate back with him.

"I missed you so much. I don't want to leave your side ever again."

"I missed you too, Ishan. Hey, are you crying?"

Ishan couldn't stop the tears from falling. "Please...don't send me away again."

Shubman picked the omega up, carrying him inside. "Have fun with your omega, Shubman!" Mayank called from outside.

Shubman closed the door behind them and headed upstairs with his omega in his arms. Once they made it to their bedroom, he laid Ishan on the bed, getting on top of him.

Ishan leaned up to kiss him, but Shubman pulled away. "Shubman...what's wrong?" Ishan asked, worried.

"Ishan...your scent...you're still in heat."

Ishan gulped, feeling Shubman's eyes staring hard at him. "Y-yes...I am. But so what?"

"Ishan, your scent may not be as strong as it was before to the others. But to me, it still is. Baby, I don't want to hurt you."
"You won't. Shubman, look at me. Look at me, please." Ishan cupped his face, bringing it closer to his. "Shubman, listen to me. I love you. I need you, alpha. One more time, please. Bring me pleasure once more. I need my alpha to take care of me."

"Baby..." Shubman leaned in closer to him, their lips just mere inches apart.

"You won't hurt me," Ishan whispered. He closed his eyes, finally bringing his lips to Shubman's. He knew his alpha. He wasn't like the others who had hurt him before. He knew Shubman wouldn't break his promise to him.

They kissed each other hungrily. As if on their own, Ishan's legs wrapped around Shubman's waist. Shubman grinded his hips down against his.

Ishan broke the kiss. He arched his head back against the pillow, letting out a loud moan. "Ahh...nngh...Shub...Shubman..."

Shubman latched his mouth onto Ishan's neck, sucking and biting on it. Everything about this felt so right. His hands grabbed onto Ishan's ass, squeezing it through his jeans.

"Uh...Shubman...ah..."

'Do you hear those sounds that he's making? He wants it. He wants your knot. Mate. Mate with him now.'

There it was. That voice again. Shubman tried his best to ignore it. He couldn't let his instincts take control.

'Stop it! Go away! I'm not going to hurt him!'

'You won't...you won't hurt me, Shubman...that's what he said. You're his alpha. You're the only one he wants.'

'I can't let myself get out of control. If I hurt him, I'll lose his trust.'

'You'll be completely mated, bonded to each other. He'll be pregnant with your pups. Everyone will know that he belongs to you.'

'Our pups...he'll belong to me...'

'Yes. Mate...mate with your omega now. Mate, mate, mate...'

'Omega...mate...mate...mate...'

Ishan's voice cut through his thoughts. "Shubman...Shubman? Are you okay?"

"Mate..."

"What?"

"Mate...must be inside of mate."

Ishan's eyes widened. Shubman wanted to mate him! He couldn't...he wouldn't...he wasn't like them. He was different. "Shubman...no! You can't!"

"Hold still. I need you, omega. I need to feel your tight heat around my cock."

AN: I'm not going into details...

Ishan closed his eyes, crying. Shubman had r**ed him. He never thought that his alpha would ever do this to him. He felt very weak, and there was blood trickling down his legs.

He tried to pull away from Shubman, but he couldn't. The alpha held him close against his chest. He was finally coming down from his high. He felt tired, and was ready to fall asleep.

He didn't know the terrible things he had done to his mate. He was back to his normal self now. He nuzzled his face against the back of Ishan's neck, not noticing him flinching. He didn't notice him shaking, and crying.

He rested his head on top of his shoulder. "I love you, Ishan." He had his arms wrapped around him protectively, keeping him safe and warm. What he didn't know was that Ishan was afraid of him now. He didn't feel safe anymore.

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