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by _structure

by _structure

Is it odd that I crave love so much?
But i'm not talking about
all that relationship love.
I just crave to be loved and
a single "i love you" won't leave me full.
My stomach ends up twisting and growling at every move wanting more.

Maybe a simple "I'm proud of you"
or "You're doing great" will fill my hunger.
But I want it to surprise me, catch me off guard.
I want to be stunned . . leaving me with
the biggest smile ever.

I want to be told that i'm good.
Told that i'm special and spark the room.
Validation I crave . . honest love I crave.
I crave love and to feel it.
And I ache at the thought no one loves me,
maybe that's selfish, silly, stupid.
But it's true.

And I don't want anyone to do it
because I told them to . . no. Not at all.
I want them to mean it,
like a surprise party full of compliments.
I want them to be honest with their words.
To the point it lingers in my mind,
because how could I forget words
I wanted to hear so badly?

Just a simple
"You're doing great kiara."
"I am so proud of you."
And finally I might be full.

Words: 200

insomnia kicking in again
maybe a lil panic attack xoxo????