𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙧𝙚

7.) embarrassed

"Nhi nhi esa nhi ho sakta, me to pagal hi ho jaungi usi ke baare me sochte sochte".

I need to do something to distract my Mind. "Should I call Shivani?"

Of course!

I called Shivani and she picked up within a few minutes. "Hii shivu kesi hain".
"Mein to theek hu ,tu apna bataa"? She said happily.

"Me bhi bilkul theek hu, by the way did you find someone whom I call my Jijaji" I said teasingly.

"Shut up you know I don't want anyone" she said annoyingly.

"Okay okay" i said. "Well I don't know but I think I've have feelings for someone". As I said this line she said "what- h-how i-i mean when,where and you never told me- that's so wrong tell me who is he? Is he handsome , is he is like your book boyfriend? T-tell me yaar I can't wait any.... "

She started blabbering so I cut her in between. "Bhai mujhe bolne to de, chup Karja ab".

"Okay okay I listen tell me". She said.

"So, when I went to my college for the first day, there was a boy who was beating someone. And so I interfered in their matter.

First he yelled at me and said that I was his rival, he will surely take revenge from me. And also he was embarrassed me in front of the entire college.

I was literally crying because he made fun of my insecurities. He is surely a red flag for real.

"Wh-what are you dumb ashima or something?" He made fun of you and still you started falling for him"

she started yelling at me. "Like he made fun of your insecurities, he made fucking crying you and you started falling for him, like how? You need therapy girl.

You are fucking hilarious.

"YOU ARE FUCKING DUMB " She screamed at the top of her lungs .

"Calm down yaar calm down I know I don't have any brain I'm so stupid but I also don't know why I started falling for him" I said firmly. "And also he hates me " I said sadly.

"ashima I understand your feelings but take care of yourself and please don't waste your precious tears for some cheap mens" she said.

"I will shivu, don't worry" I said.

"Find someone who ruins your lipstick, not mascara"

She said "now I have to go bye take care" and cut the call.

After that I was thinking about our conversation. I think she said right. I shouldn't waste my feelings on such a type of person. "Ashima you have to take control on your feelings otherwise it will break you heart" I said to myself.

Tomorrow I have to go to college for the preparation. I will handle the Canteen and decorations, and Adin will handle the remaining work. the party is in two days.

At the party day~

I'm very late now I have reached the venue at 7pm but it's 6:45 already and I haven't ready yet. The only reason was that I was watching a web series the whole day and slept I don't know when.

(Meri hi life ke l... Lagte hain hamesha)

And the cherry on top I didn't even decide my outfit yet.
Very good ashima very good.

I hurried towards my closet and messily trying to find the suitable dress for the occasion. Then my eyes fell on a lavender colored saree. This attire is perfect for the occasion so without thinking anything I picked up that saree and wore it.