sad ⌁ mgc au

four.

october 27, 2014

dear diary,

i asked michael about the pencil and he gave it back. he didn't even smile at me, he just took it out of his backpack and gave it to me.

i don't know what i was expecting, a smile wouldnt hurt.

my friends keep telling me to leave it alone but i cant. is there something wrong with me?

is my butt not big enough? do i need to wear short shorts and crop tops? is that what boys like?

maybe i need to change. wear more make up other than a small amount of eye liner.

anyways.

jacob got invited to a party and says that we're all going with his left eyebrow raised. when jacob raises his left eyebrow, he isnt kidding.

it's a halloween party, so i need to dress up. i don't know what i'll go as. maybe ill go as alice in wonderland. i always liked that movie.

i dont even need to buy the costume, i'll just put it together myself.

i've been listening to halsey a lot latley. her songs are amazing. her style is gorgeous.

maybe i'll end the entry with a quote from one of her songs.

" you were red and you liked me cause i was blue. you touched me and suddenly i was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasnt for you. "

-- lola.