sad ⌁ mgc au

nine.

november 15, 2014

dear diary,

michael apologized and i forgave him. of course i did.

i love him.

there.

i said it, i love him.

well, more like wrote it but whatever.

i hate that i do because i dont think he'll ever be mine.

he told me i should stop doubting myself. that i'm too gorgeous to be sad. he passed his fingers by my cheek.

they were oddly warm and comforting. but honestly, i think he told me that because he feels bad for me.

no one would ever like me. rathermore, love me.

not even my parents love me. they honestly could care less about me. they dont care what i do.

i guess they're one of the reasons why i'm like this.

they're one of the reasons why i'm a fuck up.

they're one of the reasons why i'm sad.

" are you proud of what i have become? "

-- lola.