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by jaemrens

by jaemrens

december 12, 2015

dear diary,

i decided it was time, time that michael got what he was trying so hard to show he didnt.

sex.

so tomorrow, it's happening.

its okay, its what i want.

he deserves it, he's been very sweet to me and very patient, he knows i wasnt ready.

i am now, and tomorrow i'm gonna give it to him.

i'm nervous, im still a virgin and i wonder if it'll hurt. he'll make me feel better though, he'll go slow and i know he will because i know him.

michael's great, and i know that.

this diary's really helping me, everything has gone uphill ever since i started writing in it, and i haven't gone to see my therapist in a week, she said that i dont need the sessions anymore.

until then :-)

" getting drunk with a blue caterpillar. "

-- lola.

( a/n mY CONCERTS NEXT SUNDAY IM SO EXCITED AKENFOW Fiftyshadesofmatt )