Blood Tears

Chapter 10

Okay. Breathe in. Breathe out. I am not going to have a fucking panic attack infront of hundreds of people in this hellhole hole that just sells mediocre things for an arm and a leg. I kept my head down and focused on by breathing as 'my brothers and father' lead me from store to store. They tried to encourage me to look at things but I don't know if it was a trick or not so I just kept my head down, following their shoes. I have no clue what their buying but I knew it was a lot. All I am going to say is that they had better have bought things with at least a bit of style otherwise I am turning it into a dish cloth. 

We have been walking for god knows how long and my body is killing me. My pace slowed as the minutes passed with the pain killers waring away. But do these fuckers slow down. Nope. If anything I think they speed up. I close my eyes for a second, just a fucking second, to steady myself and guess what. 'My family' is not fucking there. Their fancy pants shoes are nowhere to be seen. I spin around looking at a million pairs of shoes but none belonged to them. Now I am officially panicking. I knew it. They fucking left me like scrap metal on the side of the road. I knew this was too good to be true. They were probably buying shit for themselves. Now what was I suppose to do. I am in a foreign country. I have my phone but who the fuck am I suppose to call. The police. Yeah fucking right. They will just send me to another hell hole. FUCK. WHAT. AM. I. GOING. TO. DO? 

My vision blurred as my mind whirled with each panicked thought. I couldn't fucking breathe. I began to scratch at my throat and chest but oxygen still eluded me. Just as my vision closed the curtain, I felt arms begin to drag me. Not having any strength left the darkness overtook me.

My eyes stung as they adjusted to the room I was in. Wait not room. I am in a fucking restroom. My head feels like it's splitting open and don't start on my body. I don't think I could move even if I wanted to. I attempted to turn my head to better see my surroundings but a rough hand stilled me. 

"Hello my pretty boy. Finally awake." Just by the slurring of this fuckers words I could tell that this son of a bitch was drunk.

"Well, now I could have my fun." He slurred as he turned my head to face him. I almost gagged at the sight. He was the definition of disgusting. Like imagine a hobbo mixed with a druggie mixed with shit and this was what you would get.  The fucker smiled cynically, showcasing the all of two rotten teeth in his mouth. He sloppily climbed on top of me while undoing his belt. I knew what was going to happen, so I do what I always do. I numb myself to it. I don't have an ounce of energy left in me to try and fight him. I just laid there and let him do what he wanted. I knew that if I tried to fight him I would just be making things harder for myself. So I just take it. Just like how I took all the beatings from him. Just like how I took all the rape from her. I just numb myself to it and wait for the darkness to consume me and bring me peace. Only now, it is taking its sweet fucking time.

I am forced to feel this fucker grind against me. The way he moans and groans felt like nails were piercing my ears. By the time he pulled out his disgusting excuse for a cock my mind and body began to numb itself further. Just before my mind completely shut off , a loud bang resonated. I could not care less who it was. I don't care if others come and use me at this point. It looks like that is all I am good for. With these depressing ass thoughts, my wits complete left me. 

Hey everyone ! Had a bunch of fucking exams that killed me and my soul. But, now I am officially back from the dead!

Hope you enjoyed this chapter! Let me know in the comments, I love reading them. They give me so much motivation to continue this story.

Anywhoooo, Who do you think came into the restroom? Are they there to save Ardian or cause him more misery? Find out in the next chapter of Blood tears.

See you next chapter!!