Blood Tears

Chapter 19

Fuck. My котёнок is the most adorable person ever. For the entire dinner he rested his head on my shoulder while he sleepily ate his food, and immediately after he finished, he fell asleep. I looked down at him and he really was the most precious person imaginable. Between his fluffy hair that fell into his eyes and his cute as hell pajamas and socks, he was a walking dream. I moved my hand from where it rested on his thigh to gently stroke his hair. When he leaned into my touch I smiled as I was filled with adoration for this cute man. I tore my gaze away from my котёнок to look at the others. Everyone was watching our interaction with surprise and ... love?

"What?" I questioned as the staring began to be too much. "This is the first time he has looked this relaxed since coming here, and it's the first time he has let anyone touch him."  Damian stated still in a state of shock. I looked back to my котёнок and held him closer. The fact that he trust me enough to be this relaxed with me made me shine with pride. When I looked back up everyone was smiling, thou, my father was smiling the widest. He knew how emotionless I was to everyone who I considered not to be family, and even with family to a certain extent. So seeing me smiling down at my котёнок, I knew he was happy for me. 

"I'm going to carry him to bed so he can sleep more comfortably." I informed the table as I scoped my котёнок into my arms bridal style and stood up. Before I could make it out the door thou, Damian's voice stopped me in my tracks.

" Keír. Thank you. Really. I know la mia piccola farfalla trust you and I hope you can make him happy." Damian stated, for the first since I have known him, in a happy, almost hopeful tone. I looked at all my котёнок's brothers and they looked to be mirroring their father's expression. In their eyes, a plea to help their youngest. To make him happy again. A plea I will happily answer. "I will do everything in my power to make my котёнок smile again. I promise to always make him happy and treat him like the king he is." I announced to the table, putting as much power and determination into my voice as I could because it was true. Every word. I will make my котёнок shine like the star he is. "Stay the night. Be with la mia piccola farfalla." Damian commanded, leaving no room for argument. I nodded and left, hearing one last plea at my back. "Please help my other half Keír." Adrian whispered so soft I barely heard.

I walked up the stairs to the guest bedroom I normally stayed at when I was at the Lasota residence. I quickly stripped of my shirt and changed into a pair of grey sweatpants all while never dropping my котёнок. It was difficult to change as my котёнок was holding onto me like a koala but I would not have it any other way. I walked back to his room and turned off the light. I pulled the covers off and gently laid the both of us down before pulling the covers back over us. My котёнок laid on my chest, snuggling into it, letting out a tiny content sigh. His movement would have been adorable if his gorgeous ass was not rubbing against my cock. Fuck! This was not the time to get hard. But as I look at his plush, plump, pink lips, slightly parted and wet, I imagined them wrapped around my cock. His adorable blush spreading from his cheeks, all the way down his pale body. Shit. I let my котёнок curl up to my side while I pinched and twisted my nipples, pulling a groan from my chest. 

I pulled my aching, cock out from my sweats and pumped it hard and fast, using my precum as lube. I looked over at my котёнок. Imagining his perfect blue eyes looking up at me through his long lashes. I pump my hand faster, twisting it on every up stroke. With one hand still wrapped around my котёнок to keep him pinned to me side, I stop pumping my cock to stroke and tuck and my aching balls. I imagine my котёнок sucking my balls into that hot tiny mouth of his. Eyes fluttering in ecstasy. My hand travels further down, my legs spreading wider but not enough to wake my котёнок. I groan as I circle my hole with the pad of my thumb. With the precum from my cock, I insert the tip of my middle finger, slowly fucking it in and out. I try to hold back my moans as I fuck myself onto my finger, adding a second. My hips thrust the air as I fuck back onto my fingers, grazing my prostate with each thrust. I wonder how my котёнок's cock was. It would undoubtedly be beautiful. Would it be long? Would it be thick? I moan out loud at the thought of it filling me up. The pleasurable stretch that would follow it. The heavenly look of unbridled pleasure that would grace his features. I moan loudly as my orgasm hits me. Cum spurting onto my stomach as my back arches off the bed and my eyes flutter close. 

I breathe heavily as I take a tissue from the bedside table and quickly clean myself up, glancing over to make sure I did not wake up my котёнок with my moaning. I never come that fast but then again, I never had such a perfect man next to me. I picked my котёнок back up and laid him back on top of me again, reveling in his sweet scent and small frame that fit perfectly in my bigger one. I just knew that this was how I always wanted to fall asleep now. Cuddling with my котёнок. He was my new addiction. One I would gladly fall into. With that I drifted asleep with the most beautiful person laying in my arms.

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