mentally unstable pt.2 ~ shigadabi

twenty-two

Tomura's POV:

Hours. I am literally getting married...in hours. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't think properly. "Tomura, stay with me sweetie," Magne says softly as she combs through my hair. "I'm here. I'm still here." I was saying the words but I wasn't sure if they were true. I wasn't here. My mind was somewhere else. 

My mom isn't going to be here.

I was trying to be okay with that but....I wasn't. My mom. My fucking mom isn't going to see me get married. "I need to get my make-up bag out of my car, will you be okay on your own for a minute?" I nod, making eye contact with her through the mirror. Less than a minute after she leaves the dressing room there's a knock on the door. It might be Tamaki coming back for his medicine. Or Dabi trying to get another peek. They knock again; harder. I get up and walk away from the vanity. When I open the door no one is there. Then I hear a small gasp bellow me. I look down to see...a child? 

How in the hell-

"Daddy I found him!" She shouts. I peek out into the hall way and my jaw drops. "Well don't you look lovely, and you're not even dressed yet." My heart drops to my stomach. "Dr. Aizawa," I breath out. Without hesitation, I leave the room and I hug him. I bury my face into his chest. He tightly wraps his arms around me. 

A safe embrace. Something I needed more than anything right now.

"What're you doing here? Ho-how did you even-" I step away and turn to the child below us. She stared at me in awe. Understandable I guess, our appearances are similar. "I flew here, did you really think I was going to miss this? Besides, I figured you didn't have anyone to walk you down the aisle." My entire body goes still. I didn't even think about that. "Assuming you still need someone to-"

"Yes. Yes, yes, I-I, yes."

I felt like I was going to cry. He smiles, rubbing my shoulders comfortingly. "How do feel?" I try to ignore the trembling going through my body. "Anxious," I admit. "Tell me why." Without saying anything he takes dramatic breathes, expecting me to follow suit. And I do. "Everyone is gonna stare and I know they're supposed to because it's a fucking wedding but-but-" He drags his fingers along my arms and grabs both my hands. "Tomura, breath with me." I try to match his breathing and I fail miserably at first. But as always, he's patient. He waits until I stop hyperventilating. "It's okay to be anxious, but you need to remember that you are not here for anyone but the moron you've agreed to marry." I laugh. "Yeah, I know." I wipe the corners of my eyes and finally feel a sense of calm. I feel better.

"Can I have a dress like this?" The little girl ask, pulling on the bottom of my robe. "Honey, that's not a dress," Dr. Aizawa deadpans. "I don't think I got your name." She folds her hands behind her back and rocks to the side slowly. "I'm Eri," she smiles. "Is this going to be like in the movies?" I glance at Dr. Aizawa for an explanation. "She's never been to a wedding before," he whispers. "What happens in the movies?"

"The pretty girl puts flowers on the ground and the pretty lady walks on them and she kisses the nice man." 

Oh damn.

"You know, since it's your first wedding, how would you like to do a very special task for me?" She smiles, her shoulders raising slightly. "Would you like to be that pretty girl that puts the flowers down?" She gasp bringing her hands to her face. "Can I pick the flowers!?" I nod and she starts jumping up and down. "Daddy, daddy, we have to go to the bushes we saw outside!" She yells dragging him away. "Remember to breathe!"

Dabi's POV:

"Aizawa's got a kid?" How did I not know about that? Not that we were close but still. "Yeah, and we've got a flower girl." Jin pushes my head to the side. "Cute. You feeling okay? I can come check on you if you want?" Tomura laughs but Mange just yells, "Stop trying to cheat you asshole!" Jin laughs. "Guess the answer is no." I groan. "I can't wait any longer! I wanna see-"

Shoto grabs my phone out of my hand. "Is there anything you need Tomura?" he asks with not emotion in his voice. "I was talking to him!" I shout but he just hushes me. His eyes go wide and I swear he starts blushing. He turns around, his back to us. "Oh...yes I did...I paid for it...I think she was excited....not really, I don't know want to say....yes, of course...she should be arriving with my mother...oh. I...yes." 

Me and Jin both stare at him as he hangs up. "What was that about? Is everything okay?" he sighs. "I'm either going to ensure a future of happiness or get my heart broken and spiral into a deep depression," he deadpans. "Well...that's a wide spectrum," Jin mutters. Keigo comes in with a bottle in his hand. "Sup bastards, guess who's got the ring?" Shoto tilts his head to the side. "You mean rings right? More than one?" Keigo's entire face falls. "Wait, what?" I stand up accidentally pushing Jin backwards. "Keigo, please tell me you have both of our rings."  He glances around the ring. "Uh...I uh-"

"Morning bitches." 

Kai comes in finger combing his hair. He looks like he just woke up and got dressed. Keigo takes a step back. "You look....nice," he mumbles. "I know. Here." Kai holds out his hand with a second ring in it. "Shit you are a fucking life save-wait." This is a diamond. A black diamond. I quickly take the box from Keigo. A line of diamonds going around. "This isn't my ring." I feel my stomach drop. How is this possible? How could they pick up the set of rings. "What do you mean their not yours? Your name was on the order," Keigo says. "I-I can't afford this!"

"No, but I can."

Fuyumi pushes both of them to the side and hugs me; tightly. "I didn't know you were here. Wait you bought the-" She nods, pulling away. It's my wedding present to the two of you." Kai takes the ring out my hand and places them in the box. "Problem resolved." Tomura is going to kill me. But I'm excited to see his face when I place a fucking diamond on his finger. I'm excited to see him period. Hours.I am literally getting married...in hours.