For you [Yandere Sakusa x Reader]

Chapter 32

Sakusa is someone who despised dirtiness and grime, however none of that mattered when he needed to get his hands dirty to protect you. It was oddly satisfying, sinking cold hard steel into the flesh of unsuspecting victims. Sometimes, it was quick, over before anyone knew. Many of the other times, it got messy.

Sakusa looked down on the boy in absolute pain, slowly backing away.

Pathetic.

"Why...?" he asked, "why are you doing this to me?"

Sakusa frowned, he always found this question so very strange.

"If you don't even know what you did wrong, you clearly don't deserve to live anyway" the ravenette replied. He swiped across the dagger, the blood gently splatting from his gloved finger.

The boy scoffed, which Sakusa found annoying.

Be more scared, be sorry, you know what you did, I know you do

Sakusa raised his foot and rammed in down on the open wound in his stomach, eliciting an agonised cry.

"Since you asked for it, I'll make this slow and-"

"Omi..? Is that you?"

All of a sudden, Sakusa felt the hairs on his neck stand. He began to sweat, his breath becoming laboured, he couldn't move.

"Kiyoomi? What- what have you done?"

It's not her it's not her it's not her... fuck

Stiffly, Sakusa turned his neck to see the most terrified look of expression he had ever seen on your face.

Suddenly snapping out of it, Sakusa frantically dropped his knife and hobbled towards you. "It- It... it's not what it looks like..." he began, "I swear, you have to listen to me.."

"Oh no... Kiyoomi, no, that's not- you can't-" you didn't even know what to say. You took some steps back, ready to flee.

He looked into your eyes, it was filled with a mixture of fear, hatred, betrayal. His heart began to hurt.

"Please, you have to listen, I can explain everything, you just need to trust me..." he too, was lost for words. How had he not heard you coming earlier? Had his senses declined that greatly? Or maybe he was just too caught up in the moment?

"No. We're done, Kiyoomi. Everything that I know about you, it was all a lie, you're a disgusting human being, you deserve to rot in jail" you spat, staring straight back at him.

Sakusa watched as you turned your back on him, striding away. He wanted to chase after you, but his legs were too heavy, he couldn't move very far.

He called for you desperately, but you didn't hear. "Please... it was for you..."

Sakusa sat up, looking around frantically. Sleeping bodies were scattered around the room everywhere. He touched his forehead and his cheeks, he was sweating profusely. He ruffled his hair, biting down on his lip until it nearly bled. All he knew right now was that he needed to see you. 

Fuck, how was that so realistic

You stood in the shower, the hot water trickling down your body, trying to process what the hell had just happened.