(yay 20 chap mark!!!)
(the next morning)
I dont have any lessons today, and im having some free time at home, while Faye is out doing some paperwork. Im scrolling through social media, namely Twitter, and reading my hate comments.
Her smile is fake
-RyaRya
Her expressions are so emotionless
-Kamaya
It all looks so forced
-Ryosuke
Im glad Faye cant read japanese, she would get so angry if she saw these comments.
She's such a try-hard
-Tanagori
I look at the comment again.
Try-hard.
Try-hard, eh? I mean, none of these are wrong. I lie and lie and lie just to look pretty and do my job. I try hard to be fake. I try hard to be pretty and i try hard to look happy. Honestly, im not mad at these commenters. They speak only the truth. I don't bother contradicting them, because i dont want to lie just to defend more lies. I was so naive. I thought idols lived in paradise, in sunshine and rainbows, in eternal happiness. But now i know. Now i know its all just lies, covered in lies, sugar coated just to put up a show. Pain, starvation, fatigue, and stress covered up in pretty little lies. But i really dont know how i feel about my choice. Strangely, i dont regret being an idol, yet im obviously not happy that i am one. It surpises me that anyone would willingly do this for free. I just need a source of income, honestly. Besides that and Faye, i have no actual reason to go through this torture.
I hear the keys clacking on the door. Faye is back.
(guys im so sorry for all the timeskips but i cant think of any small details so yeah, and also i will prolly end the story at ch 26 or 28.... unless yall comment ur ideas down below. TYSM for ur support besties😊😊😊)
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Shining star- an Oshi No Ko rewrite
FanfictionOshi No Ko rewrite. Basically a whole other story but Ai is still the main character with the same background. Love story, some fluff. No smut, sorry!
