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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 (𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐇𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬)

AN: I must love y'all lol. But honestly I want to thank you all for the 41k. I'm truly blessed
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"I like my men authentic"

Now why the fuck is that statement eating me up?

Maybe because you want her, I think to myself

I want her bad. Shorty has been on my mind since I first saw her at the party. She stuck out because her outfit was simple. Nothing wrong with dressing up but Sarai's face alone outshined everyone in that house. The way her hips and ass filled out them short ass shorts had me staring hard as hell.

The way she looks at me. The way she doesn't fall for my usual charm. The defiant look in her eye. The air that sparks between us. The way her body feels against mine. The dominance she exudes. The way I find myself falling into her eyes. The way she said she wants to know Xavier. Not Ezee

Shit. She had a nigga ready to fold

Real quick. I haven't been able to fuck since I saw her a few days ago. I was having trouble before because it got boring. The same ol girls doing the same ol shit. No effort. No work. No chemistry. No excitement.

I've been pissed ever since and if I'm being honest with myself, it's not the lack of sex

She looked so fucking good just to go on a date with another nigga

Who the fuck has her attention and why the fuck is it affecting me like this?

I rub my hand down my face, frustrated. I feel like that's all I've ever been lately.

This is why I don't do feelings or do "love"

To be so wrapped up in someone else that other shit just fades in the background. What the fuck would that even feel like? That shit sounds so absurd to me.

I've never been IN love

Never got hurt because I've never allowed a bitch to do me dirty. Bitches around here clown niggas for doing so

Fuck that shit

The only way to solve this problem is to fuck Sarai

Then shit can go back to normal

I push myself off the bed and walk into the living room where Nelly and Duck are playing the game.

"Yo Nelly, you talk to Honey today?"

"Nigga I talk to Honey everyday"

And wasn't afraid to admit it. I thought I had it bad but Honey had Nelly stuck on stupid. He's been giggling at his phone and shit. Smiling for no reason at random times and it's been less than a week.

I'm starting to think these girls are witches or something cause I ain't NEVER...

"Ask for Rai number?"

Duck and Nelly pause the game just to stare at me

"What?"

"Nigga, you ok?"

Duck steps in front of me and puts a hand on my forehead. I smack that shit away

"Don't touch me. What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with you? I ain't never hear you ask for a bitch number."

I had to take a step back and calm down before I smack the shit outta Duck

"Woah. Don't ever call her out her fucking name"

Duck looks at me in shock then to Nelly. Nelly shakes his head