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Miss You- 15

MEGAN POV

"So...."
"So.....um- how have you've been?"
"Good...thankfully things been good. You?" I say lying right through my teeth

"Come on Meg, didn't we agree we was gonna check on each other and be honest. Tell me the real"
"...ugh. I think I'm depressed. I-I miss Aaliyah; Dame is not the same since we lost the baby. It's just a lot"

"I know Meg; and I'm sorry. You know Aaliyah is looking down over you with the baby. Now Dame can't be mad at you like you lost the baby; he don't know what that's like"

"Yeah....you know it's been good talking to you Pac. It helps make me feel better"
"Me too. It helps me too; more than you know. I really missed you Meg..."

"I miss you more"

TWO WEEKS LATER

I sit at my desk sketching well trying to sketch but I keep messing up. Nothing looks right. I haven't seen Dame in 2 days, we got into a huge argument as usual and of course he walked out.

I automatically went to my phone to call Aaliyah and as it rung I realized she ain't ever gonna answer it again. Which led to me sitting in the corner crying rethinking life over. Why is this my life? Where I'm lonely, I don't have anyone....

I hear the door and instantly jump getting excited cause it's Dame. Dame is finally home!

"Dame! You're home"
"Yeah, I live here..."
"B-But I miss you! I haven't seen you in two days since our argument"
"Well I needed space from you. Everytime I look at you I think of our baby you killed"
"I didn't kill her"
"But you did!"

"You tore up the whole house and killed her. And for that; I could never forgive you" he adds making me feel tears come to my eyes
"Then why be here? Go! If you're going to keep blaming me just go. I don't need you if all we're going to do is argue"

"That's exactly what I'm here for to just get my stuff..."

What am I gonna do..........

I wake up the next day in the middle of the living room floor; still in shock that he's gone. He really didn't love me like he said he did. I'm just on my own...again.

My phone goes off and I read the message; Pac is dead

I just can't catch a fucking break!

ONE YEAR LATER

I wake up finding myself alone again as usual. I don't know why I expect anything different when it's been my reality for a year now.

It's been too long, and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do?
Said, I been needin' you, wantin' you

Plays through my speaker as I listen to Aaliyah voice. Damn this song always gets me....but I have to listen to it

Doing my morning routine I make it out the house and head to Baby Phat headquarters to meet with Kimora. She wants to collaborate on some ideas and I'm always down for making some new styles.

Walking in and she was waiting for me right at her reception desk. And I see the bum nigga that broke my heart; Dame.

Not even acknowledging him Kimora and I embrace and head to her office. And of course this new line is gonna be a hit.