Hey , brown girl (season 2)

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Yoongi's pov

My heart was thumping hard in my chest. I stroked it gently begging my core to calm down. I peeked at my reflection, dressed up in an expensive suit but not at all impressed. I let out a sigh, gulping down the last sip of an alcoholic beverage, and banged the glass on the table.

Me: you are such a weakling chicken min fucking yoongi! Can't even fight for your love.

I exclaimed glancing at my reflection.

Me: you will be known as a loser till the day you die! Fucking. Fucking. Coward!

I tapped the mirror with my finger cursing at myself. A knock on the door filled the room halting my cursing session. I let out a sigh and fixed myself.

Me: come in.

The door cracked open reviling my dad. I rolled my eyes which got unnoticed by him. He was the last person I wanted to see now.

Dad: it's the time son. Are you ready?

Me: if I say no then will it matter?

He catches a glimpse of my messed-up self but chooses to ignore it.

Dad: no, not at all. Let's get going Rose is waiting for you.

I let out a sigh for nth time and nodded following out of the hotel room and making our way towards the venue.

Like I said "fucking coward"

Rose's pov.

I was standing at the entrance, my eyes looking for the only person in the crowd. I gulped hard fear lingering in my chest as I glanced at the time. What if they are not comi-

Me: ohh! There you are!!!

I flung myself into their embrace. Hugging tight.

Me: I thought you were not coming.

A tint of calmness spread through my body as I relaxed.

Aditi: how would I not attend my friend's engagement?

I smiled and broke the hug smiling at her and the boys.

Me: thanks for coming you all.

They smiled back and nodded as I led the way inside.

Aditi; this place is beautiful. I loved the decoration.

Her eyes shine as she takes in the arrangements with awe. I smiled but chose to say nothing.

Grandpa: there you are Rose! It's time, let's go?

Grandpa approached us but halted when his eyes fell on aditi, he scanned her from head to toe, her all dolled up in a bridesmaid dress, and looked at me with "Are you serious? Her!?" expressions on his face. I rolled my eyes.

Me: yes let's go.

I excused myself from them and left with Grandpa towards the stage. As we approached the place my eyes landed on the almighty handsome suga. My heart began beating hard as I checked him out. He was dressed up as a gentleman. My gentleman. His eyes met mine and my gut did a cartwheel but my excitement dropped when I realized his eyes were not as lively as they used to be. His face was dull with dark eye bags covering them. He looks dead inside.

I stood in front of him and Dad declared the beginning of the agenda. Everybody settled down, aditi sat in the front row with the boys and harleen by her side smiling at me. I smiled back but it dropped instantly when I noticed suga's teary eyes as he secretly peeked at the love of his life. His eyes were reflecting pain, agony, regret, and even more emotions that I can't even comprehend.
Am I doing the right thing? Am I being selfish and ruining people's life? Am I ruining my life? Will he ever be able to love me like he does to aditi? What if-