'Do it for the plot' inner voice once said.
'It's gonna be fun' people around you once said.
'What could possibly go wrong? I know my limits'
you once said.
Never wanted to cross this path for real. Always wanted to be just like those cool kids. Rebellious.
They were not kids anymore. They were not cool.
You were just a kid who wanted to be seen as one of them for some unknown reasons.
There was no going back.
You said you knew your limits.
Look at you today. Years gone by and you're still there doing it. Why'd you ever touched this cigarette?
You're not cool anymore.
Sneaking out off balcony to smoke a cig? Stealing parents money just to buy a new pack?
You're not cool anymore, dude.
You've been addicted for years.
You've been poisoning your lungs, your body, your mind.
Look at you now.
You never should've ended up like this.
Where are those kids groups you wanted to be part of?
Do not do it for the plot. It's not worth it.
You were too young and stupid to realise how much of your childhood was cut off.
YOU ARE READING
For the plot
SpiritualThis isn't about you. Or is it? It's about us. It's about us who have lost themselves so young. You'll find your way back. I hope I will too.